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Wednesday, December 31, 2008

JINXED on NYE!!!!!!!

omg...i just dont know where to start this freaking post...i wanted to blog right away when i got home (ahh the addiction of blogging) but then i was too upset then so i thought why not let it cool..and guess what???Im still upset... ='(

let me tell you what actually happened...

woke up at 7.30am...freaking early! (im using freaking as a substitute for the other F word haha) anyways, 7.30am yeah 4 hours of sleep...thats nice (sarcastic) then i got dressed coz i gotta drop mum at work and fetch steph from BJ and head off to KDU to register. so yeah it was all fine....we went there, register d...went to dim sum...i ate alone nia coz steph said wanna ahve lunch with her shu yee...suak...i ate one plate nia coz nobody teman me eat...karma karma karma coz in the end steph was hungry and shu yee ate d hahaha...see next time listen to me!! hehe

neways...then head off to queens right after. first time parking in the lower ground or whatever la...thats fine..then we went jalan jalan coz i needed to get alot of stuff...steph was sweet enough to teman me, she didnt sleep somemore but she didnt teman me eat so not so nice la...hehe jk...then bought tops from brands again...we are kinda crazy over the printed T's they have there...anyways...bought some other random things i need aswell then the usual nichii (which had nothing) dont know why today i dont really feel like trying on any clothes...maybe coz i sense bad luck ahead of me..oh well

then around 1 something...met up shu yee in watsons...missed her so much haha..we were pactically yacking away in watsons..just stand there talking ni instead of buying things...weird..im actually looking for hairspray so is steph but all soooo freaking expensive one...haihz should have got the one at my grandma's house there..10bux ni...wasted nia...idiot me...

i could spend time woth them coz i gotta go back d...i curi curi go queens one actually if not ah...my NYE would be nothing but registering for college...WTF ryt...soooo...went and pay d...ithis is when i started getting jinxed

the autpay machine cant accept notes...so we dig dig for coins la...said my goodbye to this two sweethearts d then went to find my car...then i cant find my car...i remember where i parked as in position wise but i just couldnt find my freaking car!!!!omg! i walked the whole car park like almost 3 times cant find it...think 10 mins gone d...we only got 15mins to leave after paying

so i ranged steph asking if she remembered where...then that time i went down to the car park below it and i found my car d...so holding my ticket and talking to steph told her i got the car d so they dont have to come down...pity them arr...they walk walk for me u know...

then as i was in the car, on the engine d...i was like "Oh shit! where's my ticket?" i searched and searched my whole car...because my car engine was on, there was a few cars several number of time waiting for me to get out coz they want the parking spot...haiya sorry la to whoever u are...im so tensed and busy searching for my ticket...so i turned off the engine and continued searching

i searched in my bag, plastic bag, i opened every page of my notebook, my purse, under the carpet, under the seat, under the car, outside...but NONE! ZERO! NADA!!!!!!KOSONG!!!TAKDA!!!POCHEE!!!MEI YOU!!

i was like soooooo frustrated that i couldnt find it...then i called steph again and told her...hey i needed to tell someone la or else i'd be stucked there forever..then they were both kind enough to come down to the carpark to help me look for it..steph even went up to the other carpark to find...aww so sweet..thx...

but really..no matter what there was nothing..i even went up again to find it...

so went to the info counter...told me i gotta pay a fine and this guy directed us sooo freaking badly using a piece of paper, we barely even understand but we just went

suppose to go to this office on the top floor...we were lost then i asked tis lady (she looked like phey yee) so thx alot to her we found the office...then the guy dont even understand what im saying, i cant hear him either...all i know is that he kept showing me 3 fingers...so what to do..just fill in a form and pay for it la...RM30 gone for nothing....

shu yee and step wanted to shareshare each one pay RM10 but nvmd la..i lost it so its my fault....but this steph put Rm10 in my bag secretly..i found it ad..and ima give it back next week lol..she also borrowed me Rm20 just incase coz my purse was literally empty..i got Rm30 as one of my xmas gift and its gone thx to this freaking lost ticket...

i could have gotten hairspray with that, another top perhaps...or just something that i like...could even have a very good meal with that..its just enough for seoul garden also...could have bought a guitar capo that ive kinda been hestitating to get altho i do want it badly, could have gotten a whole lot of earrings, can get another pair of shorts leh, and can reload Rm30!!!! omg..when i think about the things i could have done with it...thats what makes me sad...really sad...

so yeah lo...but anyways i am grateful for having shu yee and steph there.without them i dont think so i can manage at all...they helpedme walked here and there and that was very kind of them...i wished i could belanja them but...haihz..lol...so i just wanna say

THANK YOU SHU YEE & STEPH FOR HELPING ME OUT TODAY

so much for my new year huh...on the way back..i almost kena accident some more...was thinking and was sad...so i wasnt really concentrating..i was just literally accelerating ni..wasnt speeding la...then at this junction..this girl just came out liddat without looking..i had to break so fast for her man..ish...stupid idiot one....if i terlanggar her ah..then gone la...would ber her fault but then the bad luck thing..argh...hate it..

then not yet done with bad luck..my mum called ask me to buy food for my bro and borrow my dad Rm20...i was like..omg..so broke d how to do all of this...but i didnt want her to know what happen so..i just kept quiet..if she knew ah..i think no more going out d ah...so i went and take out some cash...its my student loan but desperate time d..i actually set aside an amount for shopping and i already finished it..so this one withdraw extra la..gosh...

went to giant coz i was around there that time...went buy food , withdraw cash then i still got mood to go in guardian somemore ah...and look look for hairspray...donkey me,..

but i didnt buy la...

sooo jinxed d..if i buy means who knows after i used it, my hair will be hard forever... =/

then i went home lo...looking so sad and pityful..most of all PATHETiC..

coz i really wanted to enjoy this new years eve..ive never had fun on any NYE...just sit in my room, look at the clock, hear those firework sounds and then wished everyone and sleep...pathetic..im freaking turning 19 and still this how i celebrate my new years...

my parents are not into going out during NYE which pisses me off alot and then dont let me go out and have fun also during this time...i feel so bored of staying at home...last time i go out come back sooo freaking late also they dont mind, dunno why for the past few months, 10.30pm became my curfew....wtf???

im not a kid..im legal...legal for everything...thats why now i feel like im a kid all over again..go out too much also complain, go out come back late also complain, sit at home nvr do housework also complain, then tell me..what should i do???

if only i had the guts to sneak out at night meet my friends even just for the countdown that would be awesome...i just wanna experience and invite the new 2009...anything wrong??? they old d, so i understnd la enjoy before d..me leh?nvr enjoy NYE and dont have the chance also...unfair la..

so..yeah la i promised shu yee,,,if incase i dont go anywhere today i will blog about how boring it is staying at home..idk why im still sort of having a little hope that my parents will take us out...if it doesnt work out then im back for a 2nd post...

sooo
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009 TO EVERYONE WHO READS MY BLOG ...
HOPE 2009 WOULD BRING CHEERS AND STUFF LIKE THAT TO UR LIVES...
PLEASE PRAY THAT MY LIFE WOULD NOT BE SO JINXED OK...JK
NO I MEAN IT..PRAY FOR ME..HAHA
NEWAYS TC U GUYS
TO MY FRIENDS, I LOVE U GUYS...
LETS PUT ANY UGLY MOMENTS BETWEEN US BEHIND AND MOVE FORWARD
TO MY HUBBY,
I'LL WISH YOU ON THE PHONE COZ U WONT EVEN BE ONLINE TONIGHT
TO MY FAMILY,
WAIT THEY DONT EVEN KNOW THIS BLOG..WHATEVER
AND TO THE REST OF THIS INTERNET WORLD
HAPPY NEW YEAR ONCE AGAIN....


P/S....
incase ur wondering, yes steph did wear green again today and tried out mostly green outfits.

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

My BFFs

this post is a response to Shu Yee's post about us..hehe her BFFs. i dont know why i feel so compelled to do a response maybe because i love them so much and yeah they are my BFFs so i should give them some credit to my post..its only nice...so here we go....(will try to add pix)


Stephanie (Miss Blur)

Well, what can i say but WOW...we have a long history....met her on the first day of Form 3. we were the newbies of CGL..she was the first one who came to me and we got along eversince...we are very close till today...we are crazy and most of the time we hang out together but we had soo much fun...camwhoring, model wannabe, band jamming, and other shit i cant really say it here but u get the picture. On regular basis, she is always BLUR...there isnt a day where she wasnt...but she is actually a very nice girl, down to earth, her first impressions dont really match her true self. she isnt nerdy, or quiet as what she thinks ppl think about her...she is actually crazy, wacky and super fun to be with...aww i know ure blushing now....she is sweet and very temperamental...and emo also...pretty gal who keeps it simple...she's very good with numbers but engineering made her hate it haha. she is one of those mates who would help someone, a friend if she is able. she helped me alot and im grateful...very inviting gal also..everytime inviting us over to stay in her house...and she loves green and gold...hehe that was an exargeration...


Charmaine Shu Yee (Miss Foodie)


this girl i met in Form 4, same class..somehow we paired up through dina and phey yee. she was all about food...the foodie of the group...haa but even myself la during recess...who can resist cgl's canteen food la...one of the best canteens by far la...well speaking of the gal, she is sweet and well her mood swings alot haha...i bet she agrees too...she may look vulnerable but she is very tough and she knows how to stand up for herself..i salute you. she is very hardworking eventho she hates to admit..but i feel that she is...very outgoing i must say...we had alotta fun way back then always joking about and talking about stupid random things, making fun of ppl haha...we were soo immature back then haha...but now mature d la..but still a lil silly at times hehe...her presence always light up the group...she is one of kind...she has blossomed since highschool...was pretty then but now she looks totally different...very slim, her clothing also changed and her style...she just got more prettier....ahh the beauty of leaving those blue uniforms haha...i think among the 5 of us...she is the one who has changed tremendously since highschool..anyone agree??


Dina (miss dreamer)


this gal...who day dream about rich old men, jay sean, chinese popstars, and dunno who else...too many to even list down here...always dreaming about two things..hot guys and money haha...no la...she dream only la...she is very funny...as in her actions always crack us up, bursting into laughters...she is scared of animals..which is like sooo funny...even a crow flying scares her off, making her run away haha...i wonder why is she that scared...she is my sister ofcoz..the D sisters...we talk about alotta things..she always listens to me...thats why i love talking to her...we share quite alot and i met her in form 3...towards the end of school and we bonded in form4...she was a librarian so haha...she always tolong me get all the limited books in the other room and when im late, she settles it haha...very nice of her. oh yea we also use free internet in the library till the others found out...crazy ah...so expensive one so since she is a librarian we sibuk sibuk use for free everyday after school haha...she is sooo nice...coz she will stay back with me after school coz i have to wait for bus...we will do maths together...and sometimes talk talk...she always asked me for new english songs, whats hot all that and we always exchange pix hehe ;) she is the only one doing form 6 among us so wish her luck in her STPM...

Janice Khoo Phey Yee (miss Tv freak)


this lady ah whole day watch tv and tv and more tv..the only time we get to contact her is at 8pm coz thats the time where theres no programme but news that was before her dad fixed astro then gone la..her poor little phone will be ringing and she will be in the hall looking at leng zhai....she is soo innocent among us..never had a bf or any guy friend except for ah boy haha...i havent seen her in a very loong time d...so idk physically how much has changed except for short bangs thats it....dina also didnt change much...but i dunno coz dina and phey yee are the two bffs that ive never hang out with till this year when we already left skool...so i dont really know how they look like without the blue uniform last time haha...she is vry chu bi one coz her hair now make her look like china doll haha...we used to sit togther in form 5, so we talked about ppl, movies, hair, fashion, and other random stuff lol..she doesnt always talk abtt tv la guys..haha...she listens very well and sometimes her response very funny one...sometimes blur also and well overall she is a nice quiet gal who is pretty smart and young at heart....very suci somemore haha jj....we learned alot from her aswell as she had learned alot of us...


so that's about it for my 4 bff's...we were a group of our own in cgl..a very multiracial,muhibah group haha...but i know im the most multiracial one hehe...true what... i get long with them very easily and we are still good friends till this day...nothing beats the old friends huh...we may have seperated since highschool but that doesnt mean we aint close nemore...they made my years in cgl the best times ever and i cherish that forver simply because these four gals are the elements to my teenage years...invite me to ur weddings k guys!!!hahahahah lolz i just had to say that but hey, last time in form 4 ms ang said,..blink blink we will end our school life d..so now..blink blink....im at ur weddings d..haha...time flies..so hope when we are old time can still meet up and sip some tea together talking abt grandmother stories...very amusing haha...i bet we will still talk abt those crazy years in cgl...i love u guys and yeah...i know u guys love me too...awww...u better!!!!!hehe..so thats it for this post...i had so much fun writting this....
hope to spend new years with steph and shu yee!!

Monday, December 29, 2008

iM bAcK!

wow i've been gone for like a week and now im home, turned on me lappy and wow.....so many blog updates and stuff from me lovely friends...ive read all ur blogs..and well..very nice i must say.

incase some of you had been wondering....xmas this year was pretty good...its just me and my family..not all my family members were able to join us but anyways it was a nice xmas...soo much food..i can't believe how fat i look now..awwwfff the aftermath....

all the time i just wished i could bring my baby over to celebrate but well, thats impossible...

but its all good...baked chicken, cookies, and more cookies, fruit cake, cheese cake, chocolate chip cookies (which i made) , carrot cake, bbq (which i made too) , laksa (weird thing for xmas innit) and soo much more....its all digested now...

new year's coming up in 2days...im soo not ready yet...i need more 2008 time...plz God!!!

i dunno, im just not ready being 19 and im soo not ready stepping into the new year...there's only one thing great about it is that my relationship with my baby..and as for everything else....NOOOOOOO...let it be 2008!!!

anyways time waits for no man so whatever...i dun have any new years plan yet...so will be catching up with steph and shu yee in a while...hehe...seriously what is there to do? i meanive never had a great new years before...every year just sit at home coz my parents are afraid of the jam..well that was before i could drive so had no choice..NOW...its time to take over of my new years and make it into something for once..but what??? for an inexperienced gal like me..i dunno... =(

still i wished i could spend new years with my special someone but yeah yeah yeah....dream on...

well atleast there's valentines ;)

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i guess thats enough blogging for now..its just me being back in penang ryt? just letting u guys know...whatever..so long didnt blog feels so weird to even blog now... so ima end it with a BYE>>>>>>>>> =)

Monday, December 22, 2008

Miracles do happen!!!!



It started out with a phone call from him. he told me he will be down in 10mins
i was still asleep appearently. so i got up washed my face and stuff and got down it was about 2 sumthing almost 3pm haha (i know im a pig) so yeah got down, chilled with him for a very short while, he said he bought sivaji dvd for my bro...so yeah i was thinkin like why the hell must he put the dvd in the boot...so like whatever..then he brought in this cutest paper bags with bears all over haha...i just couldnt stop gigling...its was me xmas prezzie...i told him not to get anything for me..he was having such a hard time deciding what to get but i guess, well....hehe...you'll see...

he told me not to open till im home...im so excited...i got home read his gift tag on the bag..so sweet...

then went to room and i started unwrapping it...it was in an S&J plastic bag..i assumed it was something from there...when i took out the box..it was wrapped in this paper that was soooo familiar and i knew what he got me rite away....
hehe
im so happy and excited..i couldnt believe it!!





"MIRACLE by Lancome"

such a surprise as always my baby always surprises me
but he spends too much on me
whatever, i still love him sooo much
merry xmas to u too!!

I'll Be Gone For Christmas.....Curly hair? XD

oh well just another 3days left till xmas...the feeling is intense, i mean just thinking about all the food...its gonna be heaven for my taste buds haha
will be leaving penang on the 23rd, going to my grandma's house
just me and my bro
sadly this year, some of our family members cant join us
so it wont be that much of a fun
which is sad
i think i'll be gone for about till sunday...
gonna miss him dearly
when im back, it would be quite a hectic time for me
haven't even registered for the new sem
OMG! omg! OMG!
and like where on earth is my results for the previous sem???
i still havent got it
i hope it doesnt come by while im away
coz i really dont want my parents to see it
i dont know why but lately, ive been dying to get my hairs curled
cozive been told i look better with it
and i just wanna have like a makeover
ive always been with this straight hair
be it long or short
its always been naturally straight
like im gonna 19 people
and im still havin the same old look like i was in highschool
which is quite pathetic
coz alot of people i know have changed and transformed into butterflies
all EXCEPT me... =(
bo0-hoo
i dont know but curls are really expensive
and what if it turns out horrible
i mean ive curled my hair before with the curling thingy
but like ive never had like the hair i always wanted everytime i step out of the salon
except when i was like 13 and i straightened my hair for the first time
yeah that was the only time, my hair rocked!
now, all i have is this frizzball, dry, limp, shapeless, dull, unhealthy hair
and why??
coz i blow dry and use the straightening iron really realllllly often
and why??
coz if i dont do any of those, my hair looks terrible like seriously crumpled!!
and im serious
i hate my hair...ewwwww
i wished i didnt have to blow dry it or straighten it
just like i wished i didnt have to wear any single make up on my face
but oh well, no one is perfect
but thats not gonna make me feel better
((argh))

Saturday, December 20, 2008


me & josh- queensbay

miracle.....

What? im missing you already altho its only been like an hour since i last saw you...aww..that always happens when we are out together..and time flies real fast too...its such a nice day. Thank you baby for today.
Went Queens with him around 5.30pm. Pretty late for the mall but well, we had no better time lolz then went pizza hut as usual coz im not a mcd fan at all. i prefer pizza, i love pizza...hehe...as usual our orders consist of a set, pizza, pepsi, breadsticks, and soup aswell as seafood lasagnia. (im starting to get hungry now la)
We were eating and yacking away without realizing that its alreay 7.10pm..our show starts at 7.15 haha...so rush rush to the cinema..baby always dont trust my guiding skills one..and this time i prooved to him that i can lead the way...haha
we watched 'yes man' the new Jim Carrey show. very funny...we were laughing and laughing haha...in that movie, Jim cant say no to anything, only can say yes...lolz...wonder how would it be if my baby had to say yes to everything...die la...lolz...
After movie, we went walk walk to nichii, pdi, brands outlet and all that just jalan-jalan talking and stuff la...oh yes how can i forget...
actually right after the movie we went arcade to play games...
we played this really stupid idiotic basketball game..the ball cant even go in the hoop. neither of us got one ball in...first of all we are supposed to pull this kinda lever or something and it will create a force on the ball...yea rite force...the ball cant even bounce up...then after that we played my fav...the other basketball thing where we have to shoot by ourselves one...we challenged twice..hehe and ofcoz i won la...serious..haha
we went jusco to check out perfume..i saw my fav perfume..MIRACLE by lancome and i became mad d...the scent of that perfume makes me high...im like soooo inlove with it...i always loved it..omg then i sprayed a lil on the card thingy but accidentlly terkena my hand...wow...till now the scent lingers on me..and its fairly strong but its a very delicate feminine scent just the way i like...i know im so nuts over that perfume..baby asked why am i so gila over it??haha i dunno, i just am...
left queens at 10.30pm...i really miss him la...wont be seeing him for sometime...gonna miss going out with him and spending time, gonna miss talking to him live, holding his hands, fooling around with him etc etc etc.....
((haihz))
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no matter what, you're still mine

Friday, December 19, 2008

Girls just wanna have fun.

ha...just came back from my loooong day at queens...was hanging out with steph, dina and shu yee..miss them so...unfortunately phey yee couldnt come.pity the angel, she still have classes...but anyways it was a fantastic day as i would say. woke up around 9.30am..lie lie lie in bed then after awile i got up..ha..so hard to wake up when i only had 5 hours of zZzZz.
then went to BJ to wait for Steph. she will fetch me from there. so went queens d, go shop for some funny tshirts haha...first time shopping for tee's and yet we had to get the same one..well actually, we were sort of sharing...3 for RM50 what..then came this two lovely angels, miss dina (my sis) and miss yee (my cousin sis)....hehe...then, we went makan makan at oldtown...stuffed like what only. cant finish up my nasi lemak also haihz but i missed oldtown laaa...miss the roti...which steph said wanna eat, said she not that hungry..end up polishing her nasi lemak bowl...lolz...then after that went NICHII (as usual) and also the lala shop next to it...nichii damn fun la..haha tried out soooo many clothes...and camwhored with some also..hehe pink ladies...then i bought two clothes from there lo...but the best part was me, steph and shu bought the same tshirt which said "i <3 my crazy friends"
aww so sweet, they both bought black, i got pink coz im special hehe...
dina dowana buy..so bad one..hehe
she doesn't love us...jk la
then after that went lala-ing at the acewin shop d, then dunno went jusco i think...we visited so many shops i just cant remember.
i was supposed to go back at 4.30pm one but they all especially steph paksa me stay back and watch twilight..haha steph pinkie promised me she will fetch me back...so ok la
they had to run up cari me a ticket hoping i get to sit with them coz they bought earlier then well, just my luck, i got to hehe...lucky me
twilight was awesome...very romantic..very cool. very scary haha no la...
but we all were just looking at one thing and one thing only la...EDWARD CULLEN...omg haha..i like the part when he fetched Bella to school...he and the shades..wah so..hmm...(dont worry baby, ur still in my heart. tat edward guy doent even know i exist)
hehe...jk la
if my hubby came with me sure will be more romantic laaaaa...hehe
then after movie go eat pizza...
super duper bad service man
we all sitting there like dong dong's ni...waiting for the menu
and for the pizza to come also freakin loooong
wah starving like what ni.
then this dina havto go back d
out of no where i just notice, actually we all just notice that she changed her top...out of the blue..lolz worse than Steph la..haha jk la
well then i manage to buy a proper bag coz mine also spoil d
neways u cant believe this but steph again...tried every single gold shoe/flats/slippers she can possibly find in like almost all the shoe shops in queens..specifically gold
ah..GG...green and gold to bad she doesnt look good in grey...
overall, i had a great and wonderfullllll day hehe..miss them so much d eventho its been like 2hours since i got back home..
can't wait for this saturday..
dating day
miss him so damn much
i hope to see him tomorrow morning
and i also cant wait for christmas
i really can't
not for the goodies but just for christmas food and me familia...
and i also can't wait for new year..
although ill be very old in less then a month but whatever
i just can't wait for a new fresh beginning, college, i'll be a senior d (as if i care) , and then i can't wait for our ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!! yeay..on the same day as Valentine's Day...so fast gonna be one year d..im so happy... and he's the first valentine i ever had....remember..our candle light dinner haha...wonder what's next year's valentine gonna be like...wonderful is all i can think of
there's just sooo many things i can't wait for and these are the possible and closer one's for now.
im just so excited each day and the feeling can never go away
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this goes out to ma homegals

thx gals for the great day...love u guys hope to see ya'll again!

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

something's buggin me =/



i dont know if im living in denial or am i just trying to find excuses to cover up the truth...i really dont know. the thing is im really confused. i dont know exactly what you want or what u like me to be or how to even begin. all i can say is i tried so hard but you just never saw it. if you didnt see it then maybe that wont hurt so bad but the comments just killed me like a terrible road kill. i think im alright, she thinks im alright, he thinks im alright, they think im alright..but why is it only you who has the opposite opinion? was everyone else lying to me? or were you even looking at me? i dont know, sometimes i wished i knew but its hard when im here and you're there. so is this really my denial? is it really about the outter layer? or is it just the real me that's not perfect? no one is perfect...that's a fact
but in someone's eyes i gotta be perfect atleast just that SOMEONE
"beauty is in the eye of the beholder"

Monday, December 15, 2008

To Do List

As the Brand New Spanking Year is approaching, i still haven't quite gave my room a complete spring clean yet. Yesterday i tried to work on the closet and yeah that's about it still need to clear the bookshelf and those boxes stacked up on my cupboard...so much to do, but im just sooo lazy...hah we will see what ive manage to check from the to do list today...


Sunday, December 14, 2008

Shopping With My BFF

Just like any other Saturdays, the usual, scorching hot, traffic jams, and packed malls, and not forgetting the superb most amazing discounts!!! YES, i was happily strolling around the mall , queensbay to be exact with me old blur mate, Steph....last time we used to do this like almost every week and we always bought something..ahhh those were the days...but nowadays kinda hard to do that.guess when ure in school its so much more easier to communicate...coz little miss blur takes like half a day to reply one message...OMG!talk about vampires, she's one hellavu pontianak...and got pix to proove okay. but anyways, yea there we were at the mall together. i told her specifically to wait at DOME, and i wait and wait and wait and she called me also but she said cant see me altho she is in "DOME"...i was very confused actually like if she's in DOME then where the hell is this lady la...eh manatau, she's waiting at Dave's Deli and all the time she thot that was DOME...adui...how blur can she be...hah...going to AUS cant be an excuse to mistaken daves deli for dome...coz those are internationally recognized (i think la, should be what)...hah...moving on...so as usual we would go into NICHII like probably a few times one haha and the lala shop next to it , acewin haha...i do buy clothes from there sometimes but i just that shop abit out of my personal taste anyways. Nichii also getting a little too unfashionable for me, i think thats the word haha. but yea as usual we wud go ahead and try as many clothes as we can even the most ugliest ones haha and camwhore with it somemore OMG...haha while at acewin we took the same thing, a pair of shorts and also this tube top thingy la...mine's red, her's blue...nowadays steph is going green d, i also dunno y last time she hated green but now almost everytime i see her wearing green nia...lolz...very envious person i guess...then ah, the fitting room was like freaking packed, we stand there with a few others like idiots liddat talking away, manatau this steph tried opening one of the doors out of frustration and guess what??? we are really la two of the biggest idiots around...the room was empty and we were standing next to it assuming got people inside...how dumb can we be la...haha but the lady waiting behind me saw us and she also tried opening one of the doors...dunno whether she got to enter or got people la..but yeah i loved the shorts and i got it after walking in nichii haha usually we are like that...always see something nice, walk walk go other places then ni buy if we really want it...but good also what dont waste money but usually we get what we want badly la coz nice on us what...the tube top however was hideous la...it looked soooooo weird on us both...haihz...but it looked nice on the rack tho...so after that we go brands outlet la, actually before that we went many places la, just to summarize nia...then well last time we came i fell inlove with a black top i got it a week later when i was with my boy..then steph fell inlove with a green top but today she finally got it..and i got the same top only mine was white (hey im not fashionably going green la, only steph) so guess will be seeing the more greener steph la this time onwards....warning to all, if u see a girl who you think is steph and if she's wearing green, its DEFINATELY steph..haha...so we got the same top AGAIN...we did it before last time also...same top, different colour haha...okays so after that, went PDI there and steph fell inlove with this gold sandals..oh yea, steph is also going gold...she's into colours that start with G i guess...grey???not yet i think...every single shoe, sandal which is gold, she just have to get the stinky feet in it and u know what, the shoe she wore to queens is also gold haha and yes she was wearing a green top...i guess she bought back whatever her outfit was for that day hehe....(she's sooo gonna kill me for this post but watever, I LOVE U)...after that, i also felt like getting flat sandals coz mine already spoil and i needed one so went to Stefeno and got mine lo...there also this lady trying out all the gold shoes haiyo....then after that back to NICHII coz steph wanna get shorts tooo...after a long long long debate/thinking...she went with the beige coloured one coz i told her it was more flattering haha...so basically we got the same thing today...tshirt, shorts, sandals hehe...then her mum ask her buy milk, i saw my fav strawberry milk, terus cannot tahan buy la..hehe so we got milk also la...got milk? haha...so long havent drink d kayz now in just a few hours the bottle is almost empty....hehe...monster...alot of funny events la but still not over yet....steph tried on this flats in brands outlet and guess what, my grandmother bought that exact same flats like a month ago..hehe...OMG stephy ah...lolz..then today i parked the car outside but i was very blur, first time parking there coz damn jam...and i thot just pay one buck can d...but manatau they gave the autopay ticket...so when wanna go back home me and steph,actually me la, i asked two of the security guards where to pay lol (but good thing have her with me coz must drop her at BJ if not i would feel so eeeee to ask alone lol).asked the first one, he told me its outside near coffee bean so went d..i still see nothing asked another one, she said got one pondok so i go lo then settle lo...hehe...very funny la today...me and steph bought the same stuff...so weird and we really hope next year we wont come college looking alike...that wud be soooo OMG! same course somemore...gone la my rep haha...worst nightmare...but we pernah once wore the same thing u know...that was one time, some time a very long time ago haha, i think with shu yee also..me and steph looked like we were working somemore, white tshirt and jeans skirt and heels ofcoz...haha...i still remember and yeah we bought that skirt from FOS...see same same again...always la..she buy, i buy, i buy , she buy....funny huh...oh yes we also have one identical jeans skirt bought at the same time dunno where i forgot d...omg..and this tube top thingy blouse, mine's purple her's is white haiyo and we both have problems wearing that top now haha...wonder what else we have thats the same...oh yes,,i know but its P&C...hah really miss shopping with her...9months she's away didnt get to shop liddat with all the blurness and the 'buying-the-same-stuff' thing lol....our style almost the same thats why lol...hey steph im still waiting for the pix kays..so thats all about that lol and im just soo happy..besides having a great time today im also happy coz my boy is coming back tomorrow and its our 10month anniversary today...im just so thrilled and excited and i dunno, just looking forward and not backwards hehe...10 months is pretty long and im hoping that it would last forever..awwwww....so wish us all the best...so thats its for now...
bye bye!

Thursday, December 11, 2008

updates??

So its been awile since my last blog. I've been caught up with certain things and there's just nothing interesting lately, certain things has happened and changed...but well, im still the same old me...tomorrow, my baby is going off again. This time to Ipoh with his family, and will be back on Sunday. I cant believe this, its gonna be like 9 days without him altogether this holidays. i know, 9 days might not seem so bad but its like more then a week out of my 4 weeks...so its a big thing to me. xmas is coming up. im quite in the festive mood actually, i dont really know why. But there's just something about xmas that puts a smile on my face, no doubt. this xmas is gonna be special coz my bro is gonna be baptized on xmas day, so its a huge thing for me and my family. i am personally happy for him after all he is indeed my bro. Besides all that, xmas is just that time of the year for family gatherings and food and prezzies. i must say growing up i really enjoyed opening up presents (like, who doesnt rite) sometimes i'd go down in the mid of the night and sneak at my presents even try to open it up a little just to see what i got haha funny moments. but now im not like that anymore haha, i guess now i preety much like to give then to recieve. its nice to put a smile on someone's face. too bad im not working if not i would definately get everyone a gift including my closest buddies too. infact when i was working early this year, without fail, i got everyone of my family members a present and also a huge treat during their bdays but not all of them infact coz i stopped working in May so those whose bdays were after that, I am truly sorry. But this xmas, i think im gonna do something real nice and sweet like literally...im gonna bake some chocolate chip cookies haha...Div can bake?? yeah i know what ya'll thinkin but yeah ive made them before and i gotta say baking is like the easiest thing ever. u dun have to be a chef to bake seriously and the cookies i bake haha thanks to my sources from Nigella, i manage to make the exact cookies like the ones they have in Famous Amos, yes the dark black ones..i just love them. So thats gonna be my treat for everyone and i really hope they would enjoy it, i know i would. Would be putting on so much weight this xmas coz im just dying for braised bake chicken. Once xmas is done, i just cant wait for the New Year and the start of college again. im so looking forward to college , i really miss classes and my mates. one month break is more then enough for me think its time i get busy again and this time i really wanna do well, dont wanna screw up again. Oh well i guess thats it for this super long post haha summarized my thoughts these past few days into an essay wasnt so hard wasnt it? Well lets hope, there'd be some fireworks in my life coz its getting pretty dull lately.

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

9/12/08

~Lost a friend~
R.I.P

Friday, December 5, 2008

Goodbye My Lover, Hello Shopping!!

Yellow, Mellow, Jello....

Aww so sad, it's not even a day yet and yet i miss you...*sobs* Me lover has gone to KL with his mum n bro...safe journey ya'll! He will only be back on wednesday... gonna miss the little nugget! Wonder if he's gonna miss me?

Im glad...just went out to get dinner with my bro, pooped by to check my ptptn crap...its in...so happy...

so hopefully tomorrow i'll go with my bro to BJ coz he wanna check out his PSP and i wanna check out a new phone. Just now i went to this shop but i can tell he is cheating...phone price gone down so much and he is still selling at the old rate without any added freebies...who does he think i am?

i can be dumb at times but just not that dumb alright...my hair aint blonde...okay that was prejudice but well its just a metaphor...

Just ate burger for dinner..i feel so sausy now...coz i smell chillie sauce on myself...somehow my nose is very sensitive that everytime i eat something i sense that i start to smell like what ive eaten...

"You are what you eat"
"You smell like what you eat"

Im not sure if you guys got what i meant but anyways just a very random post here since im too free haha...currently im facebooking and youtubing and also blogging. dont ask why dont i go MSN...im not an MSN fan infact i dont really like using it...just a small box for empty chit chat...oooh sorry to offend any of you but yeah thats what i think. but doesn;t mean i dont go online on MSN just not religiously, i dont see the point to do that. its as if you're tied down to your comp and i certainly like my freedom to do watever. Even when im online i dont sit infront of it 24/7, i need to move about while im online so for me, chatting and all this isnt practical for me coz i just have to be thr right infront for some period of time, if i keep disappearing, it might seem pretty rude.hehe just some brief explaination for you guys who frequently ask me this question.

so thats all for now, TTFN!


Thursday, December 4, 2008

Xmas Wishlist =)

These are the impossible wishlist but what's wrong with dreaming hey...santa might just drop me a big gift haha....

  1. A brand new Sony Ericsson S500i in black (my phone dying soon) like this
  2. A car (preferably MYVI, I know im asking too much)
  3. A new closet with slidding doors and mirrors
  4. Snow

Now time for the real down to earth wishlist

  1. Family
  2. My lover
  3. Homemade cookies
  4. Liquor chocolates
  5. Baked Herbal Chicken (My grandma usually makes this)
  6. A whole pot of hot wholesome soup
  7. Fruit cake (grandma always makes this during xmas aswell)
  8. Classis Xmas Movies (I just love em' eventhough it's the same old movie every year)
  9. Jingle Bell Rocks
  10. A joyful Xmas!

Now its time for my xmas shopping dreamlist (although i dont shop for xmas)

  1. This dress
  2. This shoes but in a matching colour
  3. This pair of earrings altho idk if they suit but i love them
thats all for now i guess haha

MIss Blur and Her Blurry Homecomig!!

Mishaps and more mishaps....how could one avoid especially when she/he is super blur...Just a random conversation between me and Steph yesterday so i told her i'll write her a post about her "unfortunate surprise" haha...First of all, Sorry-la....didn't upload your pix and update my blog about YOU in it haha was keepin it on the low coz i assumed PY and Dina had no idea...but....haiya Shu Yee, What la you...Haiya i was imaging how Dina's face would look like...i even imagined how would her reaction be..haha super funny ofcoz...she would soooo..haha i can't even describe her reactions using words...Okay well since miss blur decided to delete her blog..hey you promised me you'll make a new one kay..letme present to you about Miss Blur's Life...hehe...She was shipped off to Australia to sell fish in the Aussie market for AD$20 per day (im not sure if thats the aussie dollar sign but watever). She lived in a hut by the sea and every morning she would go to the sea to fish...she wasn't very good with the fishes..she was always fishy!! she smelled like one too that's hy when she came back...she and her fishy attitude decided to surprise us which in a way...didn't work out as she had planned...i dunno how she and shu yee reunited but somehow they plotted against me...haha on Shu Yee's Bday...but yes, actually i already knew Steph was back. she kept denying but i knew hehe..how i know???secret!!!and on shu yee's bday we went to Gurney. she told me she had a friend coming to join us. but the night b4 she told me that and she said I'd be very happy...haha...i knew something fishy was going on....i told Josh and he said yeah maybe Steph is coming la...haha so i was expecting Steph actually haha...Then Yup, out of no where she popped out and yea we had fun for awile too bad i had to leave early...and what do you know...her car was parked behind my car...dong dong!!haha....well anyways....that was it..So we went out tried numerous ways to suprise the other two but they just wont join in...we tried tricking them etc etc..but nothing worked...we went to the beach on this Sat forgot the date...but too bad was raining sooo potong selera nia...ask Dina and PY to come they also dont want...see you guys so bad one...Now they know d...and we dont get to surprise them...haihz...almost a month d Steph is back....She is gonna study with me..haha my JUNIOR..same course somemore....Gonna be soooo super damn bored of her d haha...jk !! Ive known you since form3..and ive been with you like 24-7....all the crazy things and the weird things and the watever things....we experianced them together and most of the time it was only two of us but we had so much fun didn't we....Ur Bday time sorry la wasn't much fun...we only camwhored with ugly clothes haha....who ask ur bday to fall on a Tuesday ah...lol....neways ur 18 now...grandma...hehe i still remember shu yee said u look like aunty with ur glasses while driving haha so funny....but you will always be miss blur to all of us...always and FOREVER!!!!hehe..youre so gonna hate me now...lolz but dont be coz if i didnt love you, wouldnt be writting this also...awwwwww....grab your tissue box....go go....alrighty so here's the outdated update on steph...SHE IS BACK!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Yet Another Sweet Day With JR

I admit, HE is indeed my obsession...we've been together for so long now but it always feels like it was the first time we fell in love. okay, i know THAT sounded cheezy but just let me have my moment here. I'm so happy that we are still together, strongly holding on to this relationship through all the hard and good times. I just cant imagine my life if I loose him someday. Its just too hard so i really hope that we would last forever coz truth be told he is one of the best guys ive seen in my life, being apart of me and everything. he gives me everything and a whole lot more. whether its my desire or my wishes, he always tries to grant them and what's more, he give me things which probably best described as a bonus. I just love it when he surprises me, it just makes the moment so special and i am thankful for having him. People might say that, maybe these kind of romantic stuff will only last till marriage. coz its during the dating process, couples are like so into each other.haha yeah i know, ive seen it with my own eyes before. but my JR isn't always perfect. hehe this is a good point because he is genuiene whenever he does all that and i know that its his way of telling me he cares and loves me. its not like everyday he tries to please me with something but when he does, i can tell its sincere and he meant it from the heart. i know im like crapping alot right now but let this post be for JR...by, if you're reading this now, i hope you dont laugh coz i mean what i say haha...anyways...im just too happy today maybe JR knows why..hehe i had a great day of movies, pizza, shopping and fun....i really hope to see him again before xmas...wished we could have this xmas together but sadly, we wud be seperated but our hearts will always link together...baby, i love you..mwax!

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Good Things

Okay, well here's a "good things" post which is about things i discovered that i find really cool and interesting so just thought I'd share. Today i discover these boys on Youtube and they do cover for famous songs...not just any cover they are real good and professional and in my opinion I like the songs better in their version. Now I dont normally listen to pop songs or radio hits on daily basis , those songs are just those fling i have but i dont listen to them but these boys, they made the songs so much nicer for me to listen on daily basis really...They are called Boyce Avenue...yeah you can check them out on Youtube trust me they are awesome... =)




Monday, December 1, 2008

Random Monday

Just less then half an hour till 2nd December...just thought i randomly make a post since its the 1st of the month. This is a very special month to me (maybe to some of you guys aswell). As we know most of us have long holidays this month (pity those who don't, i truly sympathize) , then we have Christmas 25th, and New Year's Eve 31st...im pretty sure we know the dates haha...Ive been super tired lately...too busy helping out my parents with their bussiness...i still haven't had the time to clear my room and give it a spring clean, there are also some DIY projects pending due to time constrain and im very sorry to my buddies if i couldn't spend time with you guys but i will make it up to you...Working for my parents..well what can i say..the pay?nah aint good if i worked elsewhere i would earn alot but i guess this holidays i wasn't really looking for a job..it came to me...they needed my help so i just did what i can and it was their own willing to give me some pocket money since i wont be getting a dime during the holidays, im quite happy coz atleast i earn more than my allowance, and i get to fill up my time, i get to eat free food, i dont have to come up with transportation money so my pocket money is simply all to myself and nothing else...besides all that im also gaining some new experiences working around the kitchen and serving customers...so its all good always wanted to try out the "food related job", now i did...im quite an experiance seeker i must add.But this job is eating my time...i miss my baby so much and i feel bad for not concentrating on him so much as i used to but ive learn bing super nice to him tho...so take that as a good point...anyhow i gotta go do some cleaning...a little a day lol...there's some important stuff to do like organizing my closet and my bookshelf ..Major work to do there...so *toodles* have a great December and to Shu Yee , good luck!!!