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Saturday, January 31, 2009

Sick+Game+Twilight

This sucks...i just got back from BJ to change my bloody left 4 dead cd...so yeah i swapped it for a new cd..same game...urgh...while in BJ, i realized that i've gotten a fever...now that sucks...coz im alone and was driving...neways...alls good...installing this cd is problematic but ima be patient with it. hope it works this time. I bought 'the curious case of benjamin button' been dying to watch this...and yeap...yes i know im like commiting crime eh...watever...im even cheaper than this...atleast i bought the dvd. i haven't bought any in like ages coz there's the good old youtube...yea yea...free is good aight. so shuttup...currently downloading some songs from the movie Twilight...oh yes, the soundtracks...man, the mutemath song is freaking annoying...jeez...oh yes again my cheap side is showing, yes ppl i download songs not purchase...watever...crime is a crime...lets hope none of the higher authority reads this blog or i'll be in trouble...this post sounds sooo not me lol..well im sick cant be normal ryt...btw, Rob Pattinson only looks hot in Twilight..other than that he looks soo..uhhhhh...eeee...ahhhhhhhh....lolz
maybe coz he is makeup-less...geez...ive been begging my new husband...(facebook) haha...my hubby to watch this for ages...if you're reading this by, please watch Twilight & A walk to remember...but standy tissue papers lolz...jj...but u might need it by...hah...2weeks hun...2 weeks...hope the surprise party goes well, dont worry he would be taken away by surprise lolz...wished i could wish him...neways someday aight...do tc of urself on the road hun...love you... <3> this song is for you sweetheart!!!
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Thursday, January 29, 2009

Random Thursday =)

I dont know why almost every Thursday, i'll just do something really random and unplanned lol...i guess every single post on Thursday should be called random Thursday. I believe i already have one. Anyways....

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  1. 12pm - woke up
  2. 12-12-30pm- online
  3. 12-30pm - bathe and got dressed
  4. 1.30pm - online again lol (waiting for the girls)
  5. 2 something pm - bad news from Shu Yee , she said plan cancel d coz of the very bad news
  6. 2.45pm - news from Steph, going ahead with the plan
  7. 3.10pm - driving to BJ
  8. 3.20pm - walking all alone around BJ
  9. 4pm - the girls are here lol
  10. 4pm- 5.15pm- walk awhile with the girls, then up i went to buy my illegal stuffs lol then back, met up with the gals
  11. 5.15pm - left BJ to fetch mum
  12. not gonna say nemore
Came back first thing i did was pop left 4 dead into my lappy with hope to play it but end up, problems lol so have to go back to that aunty. Today was alright, pretty much a lazy day for me, had no mood to shop just wanted to get my stuff and meet up with the girls awhile lol..im soo stoned today...ofcoz i have to make an announcement
"I Personally Went And Purchased McD"
i know i know...didn't i hate mcd?
lolz
its been awhile like probably 2 weeks lolz haha
i mean its been a long time ive been with him so i kinda restrained from mcd for such a long time its time for me to rekindle the love i once had for Mcd...
and i also must add, Shu Yee has been influenced by Steph officially with the goldness haha...my golden days are over lol now im into colour....wohoo
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today, i just wanna do guy stuff lol
laze back, play games, and be messy haha
its tiring being a girl all the time..gosh..its a pain...the BF isn't gonna be to excited to hear this but well, somedays i gotta be ur homie and somedays i can be ur baby...rotate haha...but whatever it is, im still me...
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why am i hearing the name Juliet everywhere??
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Note to Self

Dear Divya,
You have a script to write, a poster to finish designing, and notes to read for your film studies exam. Please stop procrastinating, stop facebooking, stop blogging, stop msn-ing, stop being so obsessed with him, stop reading your magazines, stop playing pc games, stop spending too much time infront of the mirror and get to work. Everything is due next week and next week is just 3days away. So hurry!
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Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Heal my food obsession! Feed me! Deviler this to me! Whatever! I NEED it..all!!


vanilla-caramel flan....Do i need to say more?I need this..NOW!


Kenny Roger's jacket potato...Craving for it eversince i saw a potato lol


Starbucks Green Tea Latte...Been craving for days!


Lamb Chop - Gawwwd...i want this so badly..RIBS!


Grilled Steak....I'd die to have this right now!
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Tuesday, January 27, 2009

ur tooth, my tooth....u pain, i pain...

cant stop reading his blog. i think its been more than a million times. but everytime i read it, it still feels like the first time. 17days to go honey...i wished time would pass faster this time so i could be with you. i truly missed u hun...you have no idea how crazy i am, or maybe u do haha...who else would wish her tooth would hurt just coz her hubby's tooth aches? haha i cant stand hearing u whine about ur aching tooth la by. if only with my tooth aching now, i could lessen ur pain but not rite??haha...i know, u think im crazy..well im crazy like u by...ahh when can i see u la...ive been asking for so long by....plz la....plz..PLZ!!!!!!!!!hehe go la u, wanna watch ur alibaba konon...what kinda show izzat la adui...weird fella la u...by, i wanna eat mcd...lets go..ok ???ok???? and the movies too...awww tq...my treat this time since i just came back from CNY haha...u be the gf this time, and i be the bf hehe...love u sayang.i know this is such a random post but i MISS u!!
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Posted by Divya at 11:33 PM 0 comments

Divya Expressionism

You know what..im irritated..so damn irritated to the point of 'no point'..you see here's the scoop...i dont know how long has it been, probably since last December or November...there has been this particular person calling me/msging nonstop. Although this is not the first time, some unknown pathetic phsyco been doing this to me, but this fella doesnt know when to stop..like ever. i've never entertained his calls or msgs despite the number of times he kept calling and calling, but still he doesn't get bored or fed up of disturbing me, somehow....*toot* you! why can't you just leave me alone? why cant you stop calling me??why cant you stop msging me???why??????i hope your fingers kenan chopped then you know!!!eee...how many times d i was tempted to send him back some very rude msgs but control coz my hubby said dont layan him. he's irritating la, the most irritating prank caller of all time. you know why?? he sends like 1000 msgs in a day, everyday without fail he will send a msg...and all his msgs are almost the same...and then, he will tell me he doesnt have a girl friend..hello???do i look like i give a flying *toot* ah whether u have a gf or not..the worst part is u cant even spell girl friend...you spell it as gril friend...argh no wonder u dont have any you pathetic useless sickhead *toot*...and today, i saw the even more pathetic side of him, read his msg "saya accident teruk" bloddy hell, the first thing that ran to my mind was.....(i cant even say it here, its too mean...karma karma)pathetic fella la...omg...im like very very pissed off now but im just tryna control control..wooo...breathe divya, breathe....in , out, in, out....waaaa....im calm, calm.....calm as the river....i know, not for long one...if i really cant tahan d, i think im gonna bagi this fella a piece of his crap...eee, and hope he gets lost ASAP or i will wish for worse things upon this idiot!
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Posted by Divya at 9:39 PM 2 comments

orange cupcake


still the same orange cupcake lol


yummy lime cheese cupcake with cream cheese topping..oooo


daryl's bday cake...kinda became mine also in the end haha


le BBQ pit..my work space hehe


im feelin' hungry....
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Posted by Divya at 8:28 PM 2 comments

not enough...

hah...im back from my tiny little CNY celebration at my grandma's place...ate so much la...and i baked so much too...this year, CNY was very different compared to all the other CNY's before...my little bro's bday fall on Sunday, the eve of CNY so instead of the tradional so-called reunion dinner, things were different..grandma decided to throw a small partay for me bro...so once again, my skills as a chef is very much needed...time to marinate the chicken and bbq it the next day...i love bbq-ing at my grandma's place....soooo spacious and just nice...the enviroment and all....ate so much i could barely move btw...and i also did some baking...just so you know, i do know how to bake ok..without parental guidance k....i made orange cupcake and lime cheese cupcake with creamy chessy topping..oooo that was delish..my little bro loved it so much, he ate most of it...hehe bangga! This year i also collected alot more ang pau...i mean the quantity is bigger hehe coz my bday was on the 15th so everyone just gave me double..for CNY & Bday..cool!!my grandma's house was so freaking packed la...with my mum n us, and my uncle and his wife thank god my other uncle's house was just beside my grandma's or else we are all gonna suffocate in there...anyways, i wished i could stay longer coz i wanna eat haha...i know im such a pig..so what!!! when im there, whatever i wanna eat, just tell grandma and she will make it...so nice....if i wanna bake cake or cookie watever just go and find for ingredients..she stocks everything and has everything i'll ever need to bake...so nice...now im back to my food-less home aiya..i already felt hungry the moment i crossed penang bridge...damn...but all in all, i missed someone very badly and im glad to be back...i miss my sweetheart...by, i love ur post...its so sweet..thank u so much hun...hope to see you soon...tc of that teeth of urs lol..mwax...wished that he was there with me to celebrate CNY..but maybe next time, ryt by??hehe hope everyone had a great CNY...
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Friday, January 23, 2009

I Just Can't Wait To Be Ur Queen

To My Hun, Joshua Ryan



Valentine's Day is just around the corner. I know still 3weeks to go but ahh...with all the hip and excitement for Valentine's all over the place i can't help feeling excited and anxious too...i really can't wait for 14th February...it would be a very very very meaningful day for me and him ~OUR RELATIONSHIP as it will be our one year anniversary. its a big deal for us. i can't believe we've been together for almost a year already. it's amazing. i love you so much baby. as for Valentine's day. I dont know why but bf's come and go, and in my 19years of life, ive never celebrated Valentine's Day...like EVER! every year when 14th February comes, i would feel so calm eventhough i have no one to celebrate it with but just looking at couples and my parents...it just makes me think how sweet this day can be...when you step into the malls, everythhing is decorated to suit the mood, you can see joy in couple's faces as they walk hand in hand...i admit, i dont feel sad or anything coz i know for some people Valentine's Day can be a very sad day but i've never celebrated it so i dont think there's a reason for me to feel sad and stuff. But deep in my heart, i would think to myself, when am i gonna celebrate this day...and if i do, i dont wanna celebrate it with just any guy, i want 'him' to be the one and only guy....true enough, the first unofficial Valentine's i had was with my dearest...it was unofficial coz yeah, its complicated. we had our very mamak style candle light dinner haha..at Pelita...i still laugh about this every now and then...i remembered what we had also...u and ur roti bom telur...(by, u still remember ah when we were just friends, you would recommend me to eat roti bom telur like so badly..like i just havta try it..and i did ok haha on the same day you told me to try) oh yes as i was saying, u and ur roti bom and me with my usual roti naan with loads and loads of fish curry and pudina...(lol by remember how i always will keep asking you to ask the workers to get me more curry and pudina)..so anyways that was our little valentine's day dinner...if im not mistaken, i think on that afternoon, was the first time you held my hand..but only for the purpose of crossing the road haha coz im so bad at crossing roads...but yup,you'd probably never thought that my hands would be the only hand you'd hold after that...there was no official proposal from you to me, or me to you all i know was that the feelings grew deeper and we were together before we even knew it...eventually on the same week after Valentine's...it was a monday ofcoz, we went out for the first time, to queens...can't believe it took you sooo long to get there...now i know why...haihz...you took the longer way..what la...i remembered we went mcd to eat..yup...that was the first time we ate mcd together and after that, we've been eating it constantly till im sooo sick of it...and we watched a movie together for the first time, JUMPER haha i still dont know what happened in the end...but the movie does bring back some very good memories dont it such as our first kiss ...i've been seeing that dvd lying around in my grandma's house maybe i should watch it when i miss you to the max. but i bet my mind would be thinking of you all the time instead of watching the movie. (by, you know i counted and all together we've watched 7 movies together..) but nevertheless, clone wars was the worse hands down...cant believe we curi curi change cinema and end up watching that cartoon crap lol..i kept begging to leave and it was when i celebrated your 'early' birthday in Gurney...eee...you didnt letme buy u a cake...not even a slice..haihz...but we had some thing pasta ryt lol...i told u i wasn'n hungry but u ah...will never letme starve or not eat anything lol but at the same time complain banyak that i love love love to eat...what la...always always always also you will force me to have a portion of whatever you are having atleast a bite...lol sometimes i get so fed up coz im full haha but cute la u..u care so much for me all. but when i force you time u will say no somehow, haha but atleast i did manage to force you to drink tea hehe u hate tea...whatever..you like coffee i hate it, i love tea and you hate it...coffee and tea..memang sesuai la...ying and yang haha...by,by...love you so much and im missing you terribly...i hope you tooth pain or gum pain whatever it is will heal soon da..i miss talking to u hun...somemore im gonna be away for 4 days by...hate it when we are far apart da...hope next year u will still be here da...3weeks to go by...can't wait to have fun and celebrate my very first Valentine's with you by...im so excited...almost one year and i have to say i've had so much fun with you, i remembered saying this to u when we were having mcd lol...and that time , you asked to enter some contest..must say the whole sentence under 4 seconds or something and can get free burger haha i did and i got us two burgers if im not mistaken hehe....nice eh? what to do im dating a mcd freak!!hehe...and you're dating an indian food freak...i wanna eat ananda la da... =(....with u ni i want..heeeeee....so long we didnt have our friday noon lunch together..miss it la da...the more longer we are together, the less and less we get to see each other...so sad wished i had the chance to see u now da..ive been missing u so badly la da...when im back, please come see me la da..please......please...pretty please....mwax,,,thank u in advance...think im gonna end this post d..its soo long...hee...im typative wat...talkative + typing = typative hehe....genious aren't i? ok by...love u..tc hun..miss u...hope u will get better sweetie...
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Posted by Divya at 10:41 PM 3 comments

CNY cny CnY


yup yup that time of the year again...another one of my fav. holidays because of all the yummy delicious food and ofcoz ang pau! hehe....will be going back to grandma's house tomorrow in the morning and most probably i will be back on Tuesday...pretty short stay compared to last year and all the other years. however, there's another celebration going on this Sunday for my little bro, Daryl....aww he's turning 6!!unbelievable...


HaPpY BiRtHdAy DaRyL SxEn!!!

haaa...just can't wait to eat la...omg i know im such a pig but its not like i get to eat all these festive kinda food all the time...just gotta savour the moment...i know some people will think wat???since when u celebrate CNY...yes ppl ive always been celebrating since the day i was born....what to do, im sooo cham cheng ...grandma chinese mah so celebrate lo....haihz...okay so thats abt it...hopefully when i return i will have something to blog abt CNY...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND WHOEVER READS THIS....TC!
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Wednesday, January 21, 2009

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Posted by Divya at 11:06 PM 0 comments

life is like a soap opera...

drama, DRAMA, and more drama's! omg...for the first time since college started way back in June...not gonna blog about what happen coz it's classified...yes, strictly although it's oh-so-juicy...dramaaaaaaa....

*blah*

i miss him so, i just miss him dearly, i miss him all the time, i really really do...
ahh today he's gonna get his tooth extrated or something for braces crap. i never agreed to that idea infact i told him not to coz i dont see anything wrong with his teeth, i think it's fine ofcoz not as perfect as mine hehe..jk...but he insisted so yeah although i still dont agree but have to support him with his decision anyways....bleks...its gonna be painful init?hope u will get better soon by...after this cant even give u kisses d, atleast for some time i guess...='( *heartbreaking* blah! i wanna see you so badly coz im leaving soon for CNY...i just wanna spend just a little time with you atleast for awhile...i dont know why but nowadays i feel content and at peace knowing that no matter what i've always got you by my side...you're so sweet and u mean so much to me...u care for me soo much and i admit, i kinda just realized it yesterday...actually i realized alot of things yesterday and mostly they are good things...i can see how hard u tried to fulfil my wishes and demands...hehe...makes me wonder why are you doing all this for me??like me?am i that special to u baby? i dont know but all i know is that i love you so damn much sayang..muax...sorry couldnt fetch you to tuition today...feel so bad coz u had to walk all the way there...was really hoping class would end earlier but some controversy came up. i feel so kesian but at the same time, i just couldn't do anything. sorry baby. hun, i also realized how you would never let me go so easily..infact you never wanna let go of me...you always pick up the pieces after i break them apart. in another words, you were like my net catching me whenever i fall without a miss. sometimes i wonder why you love me so much...im paranoid coz i keep breaking ur heart...somehow you stayed patient..i like ur patience..i knw i dont have any...but i admire yours...actually there's one thing i admire most about you is how you love a person...i've yet seen a person who loved and cared for his girl so much the way you do, and im happy im experiencing it...i truly dont want anyone else baby...i love you so much...tc hun, dont forget to study hun....hope to see you soon darling...muax
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Tuesday, January 20, 2009

dear mr. moo,

(this post is for mr.moo, you know who you are hehe)

omg, what the *toot*...i spent like 20mins tryna figure out what's my blogger password...damn la...only to find out i was trying with the wrong email...ahhh the problem with having two emails...passwords has always been my problem, i just forget too easily...haihz...anyways...today's photoshoot was cancelled...argh...me and mel were sooo excited...but.... =( ... *sleepy* hah...kinda happy coz i saw him today...haha...he waiting by the highway as planned and i stopped beside him haha...no conversations but yeah at least got to see him *love you*...cant believe our anniversary is only less then 4 weeks away...and this time its the 'REAL' anniversary...hope our plans goes smoothly...did i mention i was sleepy *sleepy* *yawn* can't wait till Friday, i soo wanna sleep like a piggy...CNY coming..ahh one week..so long...i will miss college.. =( and also my body coz im gonna get fatter for sure...haihz...who ask my grandma to be such a good cook...and my mum also...haha me leh? i suck at it...ok no, i refuse to say i suck coz i know some just that its not malaysian kinda food...hehe...still remember the time he came over, i made for him mashed potato haha..halfway making it, i realize got no milk and some other ingredients to make the gravy so he ate just the potato..(ofcoz got taste la black pepper somemore) very easy to make nia...hehe and ofcoz i made my special maggie...at first he say dowan la what la, so fussy until i made it for myself, see see someone begging me to make...dongro...and dont forget all the chocolate drinks...must be ice cold somemore haihz...susah la..haha but he always say my life is all about food...no matter what also, my food must be there...*donkey*...u think what ah...lolz no matter what the McD nuggets incident will always come up...coz i was sick of mcd and he bought nuggets , i told him dowan...was suppose to feed him while he was driving but after just one nugget, he turn around and saw the bag empty..hehe hey you get more hungry when feeding someone....as if u didnt do that to me...dont forget the mentos incident...everytime i buy, i can only eat like a few biji and u will sapu all from me, until i have to hide from you eh...not just me, eida also... =P ....then somemore always say that no matter what, whether im sad or what also, ill still eat one not like some people , sad means no appetite...eh...how would you know eh???...u also the same what...no matter what, you'll just sleeeeeeeep like a little pig...phone ring a million times also, you'll be snoring away, no matter what occasion, what emotion or what, all you know is ZZZZZZZzzzzzz.....*sleeping beauty* only you're not a beauty...aiyeeer...moo, moo...now also as im blogging after a few mins you're gonna sleep rite...sleep sleep sleep ni...haiya....better go and study NOW NOW NOW!!FASTER!!!GO!!!



bye moo =)
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Monday, January 19, 2009

the terror of the WIG!!!

oh my god!!
i just couldn't stop laughin since college till now when im already home
so damn funny today, seriously
but i can't tell why coz its suppose to be a hush...
oh what the hell...
its namrata's grandmother's wig!!!
funny la, i cut it!!!
yes i did..
it was sooo tangled like seriously and sooooo weird looking at first
film class ended pretty early so instead of going home, me and mel went to nam's hostel to work on the wig and give it a new makeover
oh yea...
as u know, im like a walking supermarket
name what you want,ive got it...
so yeah, i just poured a whole lotta hair serum (at last that thing came in handy )
and walla....silky smooth
and with very little hairdressing skills i have
i chopped the wig and gave it the ever so famous, rihanna haircut from her umbrella days....ohh and the wig has bangs!!! omg...wonder what the rest of the crew gonna say tomorrow when they see it...hey it looks awesome...
so funny la, my friend who is a guy, was walking all over college with that long wig...god,,the awkward stares...tommorow is gonna be even funner!!! yeah, we are going out together in a group to the fort!!! woohoo cant wait...
i know i sound sooo gila but really if i could tell word by word every conversation and funny stuff that happened today and will happen tomorrow, i will need more than 2days to write this post itself...
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Posted by Divya at 7:16 PM 2 comments

Sunday, January 18, 2009

and this time im really old....

Instead of putting toothpaste on my toothbrush
i put my facial wash!!
OMG!!!! *cough cough*
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Posted by Divya at 9:08 PM 0 comments

too much to ask for?





(SOMETHINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON, IM WITH YOU FOR A REASON, WE FIGHT FOR A REASON BUT YOU JUST HAVE TO UNDERSTAND ME AND MY FEELINGS, COZ WHEN YOU DONT I GET UPSET AND I SAY THINGS THAT I MIGHT NOT MEAN. IT WASN'T MY INTENTION TO HURT YOU BUT I WAS HURT I JUST DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO DO BUT TO LET IT ALL OUT. U SHOULD LOOK AT ME AND SEE ME CLOSELY, JUST BE WITH ME DONT RUN AWAY FROM ME. I DONT WANNA FEEL LOST IN YOUR LIFE. DONT WANNA BE JUST A LITTLE CHAPTER..I WANNA BE MORE THAN THAT. I KNOW IM SELFISH BUT SO WHAT, IM ONLY SELFISH COZ I LOVE YOU)

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Posted by Divya at 7:04 PM 3 comments

the after school art...

Just some of my college art works well not all of them ofcourse...



this is taken from the net..my inspiration to recreate the one below



hehe, using oil paint..omg it stinks and we wee sooo high from the turpentine..lolz...




guess who??chris brown in pixel form..yes, using pencils only ...tiring


chris brown in monochrome..lolz...love CB!

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snippets into my artists' galleria....


my 1st art album when i was like 3-4years old


some retarded drawings, i know...


more retarded drawings from me


yes, and more!


mr. chatterboxer (my fav. book) i still remember haha


i was so young and i knew about love love all hehe


this i did when i was 5 haha JK...when i was like 16...first attemp drawing cartoon..FAILED


This was when i was 16, these were tattoo designs(flowers) was serious of getting one that time


i love this piece alot..did it when i was 16 aswell


when i was 17, supposed to be for our swimming club tshirt but never made any in the end =(


when i was 17, just some graffiti was still learning that time


this was when i was 15 for pendidikan seni class...got 9.5/10...what???i used pen and titik titik the damn thing for 6 hours!!!



this was when i was 17, for my art class..monochrome...love love love it!



when i was 16, syiok sendiri painting...felt inspired so i did this



when i was 16 also...i was kinda obssesed with trees that time...painted a few abstract trees...but my best one is with my bf...yeah he has me masterpiece hahahahah




THE END
(WELL NOT REALLY, THERE'S JUST TOO MUCH TO SHOW)
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Posted by Divya at 5:41 PM 2 comments

when i grow up, this will be part of my autobiography =)

Im so running out of time...*panics* so many things to do but oh so little time we have...no, actually i had more than enough time but i was just lazy and uncreative for the weekends...Designing...what can i say..i guess along the way people sort of knew this was my calling coz seriously i started drawing and painting way back when i was so so so young...its like one of the first things i did and the interest stuck with me along the years till now...i remembered when i was in kindy, all my teachers would support me and enter me in any competition. at that age, they even asked me to paint and draw to decorate the classroom and what not...im not bragging just telling you guys about my childhood...so yeah...if i look back now, i think i suck terribly last time compared to now...thats obvious..but some people suck at it for life haha...seriously my brother...his drawing now still looks the same when he was in kindy...seriously im NOT kidding..i sound so mean but really...im not kidding...ok back to the story, then when i stepped into primary school, not much to do, not much competion but there was the ever so lame pendidikan seni...i never liked that subject since primary till secondary simply coz its so retarded..we dont learn anything...i remembered when i was like 8, i already started admiring artworks from van gogh, leonardo da vinci, picasso and so much more...and there we were in school cutting up potato and other food things making them into stamps...which is really craft stuff..fun but come on we have to jump up to a higher level...so yeah then in secondary when i was like 15, i started having interest in grafitti and street style art...i did sooo many grafitti thingy even made an album but my friend wanted to learn and she still has my album haha..no worries..i dont mind coz it was a very repetitive thing in there..all graffiti's of the same word 'silversign' which was supposed to be me and stephy's band..yeah two of us only...sad huh...lacking of members....moving on, the graffiti interest sort of died out now i guess coz i havent been doing it like almost a year i think, the last graffiti i did was for my bf and that's it...then came form 4, i was in accounts class...funny enough i never liked dealing with numbers..always hated it..HORROR!!..but yeah i was there..doing accounts, economy and bloody add maths...hate hate hate...i choosed that class coz i dont wanna do science and that was the 1st class for arts stream so yeah whatever just slot me in...not much choice...after the 1st exam for add maths i already decided...HELL TO THE NO am i gonna do this thing ever ever ever again...NEVER...wanted to drop immediately but no, i cant must continue for the whole form 4 and cam only drop next year...so yeah whatever la...i dont study for it, i read books in add maths class, i dont care if u get a zero coz i dont wanna do it...rebel!!grr....i already made up my mind that i wanna do designing so i dont need this extra headache in my list ok...then i told my mum about it and told her that i wanna take up arts as my extra subject...she was very supportive coz she was very good in arts and it was her passion that she never got to achieve so...im like this crystal ball for her to look at, as in how i pursue my art studies and stuff. something she always wanted to do but never got the chance so thats why she's giving me the fullest support...so another retarded thing about out school system is that, if u wanna take up an extra sub u gotta go for extra classes outside the school...that means ART CLASS for me...ive never been to tuition and all that in my life...so im like soooo freaking reluctant and annoyed...but no choice...there i was every thursday, 8pm in the art school...i messed around with only one medium that is water colour..not my fav. medium but that's waht i had to do...my teacher was very nice and sporting and superb...he inspired me in alotta ways but some times i feel so bored to go into his class i admit...but its because of him, i did so well in that subject..yes, in your face...(to my ex-school's art teacher) coz she never believed in me...thinking i was gonna fail but hey, i just brought back the bacon...haha...SPM over...actually was planning to go to Lim Kok Wing..but freaking expensive...like super duper yuper expensive...so somehow i ended up in KDU around June...i never knew KDU even had this designing course...but im there...when i first got in i was kinda nervous coz before this i had no one to compete with...it was just me and my art work but now......omg...i have soooo many people to compete with and work with blah blah blah...this became more than just a little hobby but my life...i cant afford to screw up...but im doing fine...its soo interesting the things we do although some times kinda boring..ahh it happens...but still, im loving what i do...there's no other course i would wanna be in...looking at textbooks, going for countless exams, blah blah blah...im over it...till now i still hear some people telling me that this course wouldnt benefit you, you cant earn money blah blah blah...then tell me, would you wanna spend 40years of your life working in a place you hate, dealing with things u hate, every morning u wake up and all you see is oh no, 9-5 again!, would you wanna wake up wishing you had a better life???so no, dont do something just coz people tell you to, do something coz you love doing it...its the passion that would make you successful not the course or the college you're going to..those are just pure myths...so as you can see, thats why im still here, doing this thing that ive been doing since a child...im doing fine...
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Saturday, January 17, 2009

The Pursuit Of Happiness

she moves and spins and twirls but somehow she remains stiff as ever
her eyes deceive her and the rest
but her heart speaks for the best
if she could paint a picture with only one colour
it would be black
if she could write a letter with just one word
it would be love
if she could speak with just one sentence
it would be 'im sorry'
if she could sing a song with only one note
it would be a silent one
and there she goes again
pretending to be ever so pleased with everything
her thoughts deceive her over and over again
like a broken record player
who uses them anymore anyways?
if she could run away
she would run from everyone
if she could sleep for days
she would sleep forever
if she could cry for a day
she would take her heart out
if she could dance in vain
she would stop her drama
she hates when the world turns around and see's her
she hates it when they laugh and taunt her
she hates it when they say she's worthless
she hates it so much
she could just start hating herself
she's just a girl
why wont they understand
why does it seem so hard for her to pursue her own happiness
her mind is never still
her thoughts always so darken
her heart always beating in an unpleasent sensation
she wonders
if there were haters out there
why wont they just hate on something else
why is it her that they must hate
she didnt do anything to them
there are just things that she will never understand
she isn't a child but she isn't wise enough either
she just wants to be a girl
a happy one...
why wont they let her be...
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there was supposed to be a part 4 here but guess im nothing...
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Friday, January 16, 2009

19th birthday part 3






















what??got part 3 somemore ah???yes people part 3...hehe...i guess im just one of those lucky people...this part is the most interesting and funniest one and also touching in a certain way that only i understand. i feel blessed to have such great friends who never fails to make me feel special. i cant believe they would go through all the trouble and effort just to celebrate my birthday. Stephanie, Shu Yee & Phey Yee..unfortunately missing our dear Dina. Here's how it started, actually me & steoh sort of made some very loose plans the night before but shu yee was kinda sick so i didnt put much hope into it. then today around 7something only i messaged steph to ask what abt the plan but things didnt look promising coz my parents were out. i msged shu yee awile ago but then she stopped replying me. i told steph but she said maybe shu yee is asleep. then steph said she will figure something out and let me know....and you know what??

there came my brother knocking on my door, he said got someone finding for you..i was wondering who would possibly find me at this hour and no one comes to find me without notifying me also...so weird..i was about to go bath actually so yeah had to wear back my clothes then go to the door, OMGGGGGG....i was sooo shocked....there i see these three ladies standing at my door...one by one wishing me happy birthday..aiyo i was soo speechless and blur and omg....like really even my parents also shocked to see them there haha...my sis lagi shocked haha...so we went to my room, then they start la firecracker thingy all haha...so loud....suddenly my room was a happening place..lol..then off we went to fisherman's grill...wah u cant believe how full i was. just about 5mins before they surprised me, i just had my nasi dalca dinner....then go there ate fries and some of steph's spegetty lol and apple sorbet..and ofcoz the surprise doesnt stop there....these three and the waitress also all talking talking in mandarin i sitting there trying to make sense of it coz my mandarin not good at all lol..but hopeless...in the end, got another surprise...adui....a cake haha...they all sang happy birthday to me then time for my cutting cake session and ofcoz i wished to be 18..hehe...really la i do wanna be 18..im like peter pan...dont wanna grow up...hehe...we made soo much noise there like we are in kopitiam ni..always taking picture and talking so loud laughing all the way somemore beside us got people hehe. sorry lo but birthdays only come once a year...hehe...i cant believe stephanie put sooo much effort into this..thanks dear...she actually drove all the way to greenlane to pick up shu yee and phey yee and came to my house to surprise me and fetch me and drop me back and after that drop them back...she was too sweet to give me a present at the end when she dropped me back...haiya u did alot for me d la...but anyways i loved the gift...always wanted one and now ive got it...thanks alot dear...needless to say, at last they managed to surprise me hehe after many failed attemps lol...i feel so happy la..i really did enjoyed myself and thanks alot for making this day a very special one for me...i will always remember my 19th bday coz i think so far it was the best. haha altho i hate turning 19 but u guys made me forget abt the bad part..so thanks for making a great start for me...as for steph, thanks alot dear...i dont know la really feel touched coz you did so much. u always wanted me to have the best birthday...when i was 18, you took me to TGIF and made the whole crew sing to me and ofcoz i embarrased myself too haha but who cares la...so thanks again for all the wonderful memories...we shall make more memories to come in the future...you guys means sooo damn much to me, thanks for helping me through good and bad times and personally i am soo grateful that we are still very good friends till today eventhough we left highschool 2years ago..its amazing how we got even more closer...so have a great day everyone...i love you guys sooo much..muakz
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