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Thursday, March 26, 2009

To Watch You Leaving by Jocelyn Galvano-Pickett





To Watch You Leaving . . .

is to know such pain, it's jagged edges tearing into my soul. As a stake from the garden tears into the warm, dark earth.

To Watch You Leaving . . .

knowing all the while that never again will I fit myself, warm with sleep, against your solid back.

Nor hear your steady breathing. Or feel the beating of your heart.

To Watch You Leaving . . .

aware in every moment of every day that my dreams, my future; once tied with silken ribbons to yours, will never come to be.

And the mornings once so silent and hopeful, us gazing at the mountains and so gently awaiting forever - are now but small pieces of my past.

To Watch You Leaving . . .

your heart a tight fist of anger and your dry eyes betraying nothing of you. I cry for both of us, my love, because you will not.

To Watch You Leaving . . .

is to know that I've lost my place on this earth. My station. My heart's home. That I will wander, forever a nomad. Alone and afraid. And in my troubled dreams watch you leave, again and again.

For the balance of my days.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Pictures!!!


A proud cert, my all time entertainer-laptop and my current book-deep heat


Mum's Bday Cake..toldja it's small


Muffins-dont let the look of it decieve you hehe


Close up-Yeah i know it's baked in a tin foil coz i dont have muffin trays hehe =)
Improvise!!!!-Fav word since maizul's class

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Laugh At This!

If you're feeling blue then here's something to laugh at. Im blogging live from my grandma's house, will be here for the weekend but anyhow...i logged into the com which is my brothers...wanted to sign into blogspot and i found his newwww blog lol with nthg. He doesnt know how to use it and there is a post saying "how to use this thing?' soooo here's what i had to do....log into his unsigned account and....



(enlarge to read what i wrote, just click on the pic)

Friday, March 20, 2009

I blow dad a kiss as i begin slowly to walk away. I feel him watching me, and feel Mum's eyes on me too, as i walk down the garden path, cut across the grass and follow the desire line I had created as a little girl, out onto the pavement leading away from the house I grew up in.
Though this time, I'm not alone.

thanks for the memories
THE END
I reach for the envelope that is taped to the plastic with trembling fingers slide the card out.
'Thank You....'

'I'm sorry , Joyce.' I hear a voice behind me that almost stops my heart and I twirl around. There he is...
Dad props his glasses on the tip of his nose and peers down at the note."Accompany me",' he says slowly. 'Ah, love, that's awful nice of you'
'Show me that,' I grab it from his hands, disbelievingly, and read it for myself. Then i read it again. And again and again.

'Accompany me? Justin.'
Behind the barricade at arrivals is a man in a dark suit holding a large white placecard with Justin's surname written in large capitals.Underneath are those two magical words,
'THANK YOU'.
'I might do it more often, then' he grumbles, shaking the newspaper and hoping for a note to fall out. He checks the coffee cup for a message. Nothing. Yet he's sure it's for him and whoever left it there can't be long gone. He focuses on the front page. Above the headline, in the corner of the page he notices the instruction, 'P.42.'

' Eternally grateful recipient wishes to thank Justin Hitchcock, donor and hero, for saving life. Thank You.'
Justin takes out the card he had received on the muffin basket earlier, and he holds the two cards together so that they make a complete sentence. Reading the words causes a chill to run through his body.

Thank You For Saving My Life.
"A dozen or so muffins stare back at him.
His heart thumps and he quickly looks around his box-sized office, knowing nobody is with him, but his discomfort ar recieving this surprise gift adds an eerie presence. He searches the basket for a card. Taped to the other side is a small white envelope. With what he realizes now are shaking hands, he rips it rather clumsily from the basket. It hasn't been sealed so he slides the card out. In the centre of the card in neat handwritten script it simply says":

Thank You

Thursday, March 19, 2009


Le Chateau de Lancosme

-
the place where i got my miracle-

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Much randomness

If you're a woman and you wear flats, make sure you show a little toe cleavage.

(cute, interesting funny little quote hehe)

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

To My Dear Shoe, =D


You know who you are
Nothing much we can do
Life has to go on
Even if it's a pain
Think about the happy moments
Let go the awful ones
Within time
And with us here for you
You're gonna be back to YOU...
=D
"D smiles just 4 u"

Monday, March 16, 2009

What Happened On the 14th of March???

WARNING: SUPER LONG POST EVER! PART 2

Today is the day i've been waiting for the most!!! beach time!!!hehe picnic with the girls...first time ever we are going on our very own picnic....so =)....hehe...plan to reach BF at 3pm but end up almost 5pm reach...went up to Gurney to meet up with Shu, Dina n Phey Yee nearby Silverton there while waiting for our princess to arrive. We were sooo hungry lol from 2.30pm till 4 something we were camping by some road side...eating away haha...even some unwanted contruction workers were giving us the eye...*toot* we had some of Dina's curry puffs...they were fine la my dear....just that feel bad ur mum had to go through the trouble. Then we had drinks lol...pepsi! with ice somemore lol...partaying away with music blasting in some lorong lol....then finally the princess is here haha..went to her grandma's house there and picked her up....very confusing moment hmmm...then off we went to BF...Shu took Steph & PY while I took my sister...hehe Bring it on!!! Yee Sisters & Steph vs. Di Sisters!!! and look who won the race?hahhahhahah

THE DI SISTERS!!!!

Tengoklah siapa bawa..hehe...lol parked the car at Eden there and walked to Golden Sands...we walked arond from one side to the other just to find a nice cooling shaded spot...on the way...got disturbed by loadzzzz of annoying people....GET OFF LA ish....we found our spot d...some apek laid down a mat for us and cleared the spot...we were so freaking blur and petrified haha...he doesnt seem right....so we told him nicely that we didnt need the mat and he took it away.....ish ish ish....we settled down and digged in....I brought pasta and the drinks, shu brought egg sandwitch, dina with her curry puffs and PY with her fried magee which all of us brutalized haha...sedap wor...can do business d....then there was the random chit chats...i was the bartender....hmmmff we waited for the sun to go down a little and went down to the beach..camwhored and *laughedoutloud*....hehe...crazy gals....missed being crazy with them. the last time we were this crazy was way back in 5 bestari and some say...terampil haha.....stephanie oh stephanie....always the odd one lol...nvmd ur speeeecial haha....dont be sad k....we played till the sun set and went back to the hotel to wash our feet and cabut...as everybody washed thier feet and i was the last ofcourse and tak sempat wash also..the stupid-idiotic-broken-english-speaking-which-i-can-barely-even-understand-guard chased us outta the premise...and some other group of kids...so back to the beach and exit it was....wished i had a snapshot of him...anyways....we headed to Gurney...this time i brought PY & dina...and still im the earliest haha....we were in the bathroom for a very very very looooooong time...haha i changed and was supposed to meet mr.ryan up in few minutes...he was soooo freaking shy to meet my gals but i tricked him and said they left d..and im alone...meet me at secret recipe there...as he came...we were sitting in some hidden corner and hahahahaha PUNK'D u!!!!that facial expression was priceless too bad Shu & Steph wasnt there....Me & Him are gonna watch the footy match and it was already starting. we had no idea where Shu & Steph was so i asked them to tag along with me to Mr.Pot...as we walked....It seems Shu & Steph was in gurney already so PY & Dina had to go find them coz obviously they need to go back with Shuuuuuu lol....So we headed to mr.pot under the rain hahahahah....swaying side to side....hand in hand...damn...our table was at the most front...my neck hurts alot!!! and it still does....

I've always been a Man Utd supporter and thankfully he was Liverfool fan...opps....did i say Liverfool? I mean Liverpoo...oh Liverpool...sorry again....Its sooo much funner when we support the opposite sides..unfortunately...He won...ish ish ish...disappointing...but i havent kept up with EPL in ages d only watch world cup like a crazy nugget chum....cant wait for the next WC!!!wooooo....hahaha....

First time watching footy with bf...lol funny experience...but i think he would enjoy it better with his group of guyz...anyways...his idea ryt...hope you enjoyed some part of that footy experience with me tho hun =( i cant be all that happening coz its a public place and im a gal and im alone and most of them were LFC supporters =( haha....glory glory...cant stop eyeballing cristiano...gawjuz...lol hubby hates it...ahahahhahaha...as if la...u nvr....hmmmfffff....

i had such a sweet, fun, happy day and i cant wait to do this again again again and again.....hopefully in June, we'll have another picnic...awwwww i want!!!!!!Best weekend ever!!!Rox!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Feel so freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....i can fly.......................ahhhhhhhh.........................freedom.....lol weird coz i have freedom...i just dont have transport to move..ahahahahah.....

Sunday, March 15, 2009

What Happened On the 13th of March???

WARNING-SUPER LONG POST EVER


This is the day i've been waiting for anxiously....parents leaving for vacation till Sunday. And me, the little child, the precious daughter is gonna be home allllll alone with no one and the car....awwww....i was scared...petrified....shivering...NOT!!!!!!!!!!!


sooooo freaking happy till i can't even sleep the night before...gosh...the day started at 6.38am....woken up by mum coz i had to drop them off at the jetty...they going Langkawi with my lil' sis...so yeah whatever...i didnt care if my sleep was interupted i was tooooo happy. I mean all this while i get Saturdays off at certaon occasions and thats like one day and now its gonna be 3days 2nights!!!!ahhhh slap me!

Had breakfast at Kapitans then off they went and seeming
ly my first time at the post office (needed to send a parcel) then 9am home i was...btw while at the post office...i couldn't find the parking ticket guy so i just went off lol....i dunno how bad is that...bt he wasnt anywhere to be found =(

i tried to go to sleep but cant so online abit and then finally slept. Woke up at 12.15pm by this freakin earthquake!!! (thx to the housing project) gosh if it wasn't for them i could have gotten 15minutes more sleeeeep...anyways....laze awhile and got up and got ready coz first thing's first -Im heading out of that front door and into that car!!!

unfortunately...my dear friend stalled me for about an hour...so i happened to watch The Hills....after such a long time and after 15minutes...that was about the longest time i've ever watched this crap show and here i am again watching Spidey....gosh Spencer is such a retard and stupid &$%@ bf/husband/cow whatever he is and Heidi is a typical dumb *toot* but as usual LC has that pityful face...Whitney????Nothing much to say and Audrina....She is sooooo 'hiao'...anyways....finally its time to head out....

Went to Queens to meet up with Shu & Steph. Funny thing is we all reached at the exact same time...when i called everyone up they were all at the parking lot lol...just like me...wasting petrol la...3 cars....3 chicks...hmmfff...anyways...we walked abit and then went toilet and.....

i went in and i saw a hp lying on top of this shelf thingy in QB toilet and i was like...is anyone still using this toilet so i opened the door and i saw no o
ne but the girls so i called them in and i showed this phone to them. It was the Nokia Navigator...and being the good kind hearted gals you would probably never ever find these days..we wanted to contact the owner's family...So thankfully Steph was able to filter through those mandarin words....and found the brother...she called him up and told this and he was gonna come by QB at 6.30pm to pick it up. so ok lo...

i kept it in my bag...and i made this remark saying that...what if this phone rings and for sure its gonna be some chinese song and im gonna be like gosh! why cant those ppl pik up their damn phone...lol


we went pizza hut for dinner....we shared dinners...haha...and i heard this phone ringing and i was like who's phone is that? why can't they pick up one??? =/ only to realize that it was me...so with muh confusion the owner finally came by and picked up her phone from Steph.

Now before you guys think....gosh why didnt they just keep it or sell it....well....here's the thing...i've lost my phone twice already..well not lost...but STOLEN was the more appropriate word...first time during SPM...a lotta people lost their phone's that time aswell and another time was when i was working...some newbie sto
le my 2nd phone and he never came back....dont ask..long story....thank god that was my 2nd hp and not my main one...so...i know how it feels to loose a phone...money...and contacts...hassle...hassle...you even loose some friends which you rarely contact with...anyways....so karma karma....

all of us was kinda washed out dead tired....but we walked aro
und anyways...shop to shop...i manage to get some stuff i need and that summed up to RM50...like wth??? just for that few things....these days things are just getting expensive...i dowana live here d.....

so after much walking around, and mcd icecream, and borders we decided to leave...legs hurt and neither of us could stop yawing. I was gonna wait for Steph to follow her back from to get her stuff and kipnap her her but plan failed lol..
.while waiting got a call from shu...urgh....ticket problems...just like me last time till i sooo pobia of parking inside..so me and Stepg re-parked our cars and went up to find shu and fortunately she found her ticket..so relieved...then was too late d almost 11pm so i decided to head home coz i still have a house to clean lol...so that was it

went home....cleaned the house a bit, took a nice hot bath, made a list of stuff to pack for tomorrow..tried to sleep but failed....end up sleeping at god knows when....maybe 4am or 5am....isssssshhhh insomanic much? nah maybe im just excited!!!



The Phone we found....tutz =)

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Like The Change?

Finally I've decided to give this blog a new outfit...Very simple one...Hence, the opening of my other blog which is all about food. A collaboration with Mel. Once we get a few posts up then I'll post a link here. =)

Photogs For this Lovely Day... <3

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Seconds Before the Rain

the foodie monster in me....

So today i managed to come up with a few more places to eat for my food dictionary...collaboration with Mel. And we were very hungry haha looking at pics of those food and stuff anyways we will be starting a new blog (hopefully) next sem and ofcoz it will be about food...coz i think all this while of taking pix of our food and scouting for lunch..i guess it deserves a little blog about it. So that would be our new thing and im so excited about trying out new food for once and exploring all these undiscovered places. Anyways that's that but i feel sick to my stomach now...these past few days, my mum have been feeding me like a mad cow...one large portion to another. even now, im so freaking bloated makes me feel like being bulimic tonight coz i can barely walk. No doubt i appreciate all this food but it's a little way too much to digest. Lately i've been getting very large packs of rice when i dont eat that much and it's crazy. coz i cant even finish up my lunch and yet after a couple of hours...you'll see another huge portion of dinner so i had to force myself to swallow everything anyways...urgh....i can feel myself gaining 100pounds a meal already..jeez and im going to the beach this Sat...im gonna look so freaking horrible with all these food in me...i need food break lol....Anyways that's all for now..=) liking that frog picture below???haha disgusting eh?

like ewwww......

guess what's that?

Monday, March 9, 2009

Honey And The Moon!

Tagged By Miss Blur

1. Put your iPod (iTunes) on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write that song name down no matter how silly it sounds.

1) If someone says 'Is this okay'', you say?
Knocking On Heaven's Door- Guns N & Roses...(??)

2) What would best describe your personality?
She's a lady-Forever The Sickest Kids (duh! PFFT)

3) What do you like in a guy/girl?
Stolen-Dashboard Confessionals (awww....you have stolen my heart!)

4) What is your life's purpose?'
They'll Never Know-Ross Copperman(jeez..obviously they wont if ya dont tell em)

5) What is your motto?
I Do Believe In Love-Katie Melua (umm...i do but that aint my..motto...)

6) What do your friends think of you?
Sweet Lie-Sam Pari (Im sooo not a LIAR! but agreed that i am sweet haha)

7) What do you think about very often?
Feeling A Moment-Feeder (yeah..guess i do..hehe)

8) What is 2+2?
Tiger Lily-Matchbook Romance (wtf?)

9) What do you think of your best friend?
On The Road Again-Katie Melua (Yeah...she is quite alot haha)

10) What do you think of the person you like?
You Found Me-The Fray (awwwww yes he did, didnt he?)

11) What will you dance to at your wedding?
Dance With Me-Nouvelle Vague (no i didnt cheat!!lol...what a dance would it be??haha love it)

12) What will they play at your funeral?
Slow Burning Crimes-East Hundred (Are you serious? what a fun song hehe)

13) What is your hobby/interest?
Lay Around-The Jealous Girlfriend (OMG!!!! how true!!)

14) What is your biggest secret?
Amie-Damien Rice (whoda hell is Amie???)

15) What do you think of your friends?
Miss Murder-A.A.F (hahahahaha murderers!!)

16) What's the worst thing that could happen?
Chemistry Of A Car Crash-Shiny Toy Guns (eh dont la sad know...loosing the one u love)

17) How will you die?
Fly Away-Lenny Kravitz (This is starting to get interesting...aye?)

18) What makes you cry?
That's Why You Go Away-MLTR (umm...yeah!!! :'( i would cry for years )

19) Will you ever get married?
Yours To Hold-Skillet (awwwwwwwww.......yea yea)

20) What scares you the most?
Sleepwalking-Faker (what??i dont even do that)

21) Does anyone like you?
Ruby-Kaiser Chiefs (IM NOT A LEZBO...who's Ruby????)

22) If you could go back in time, what would you change?
Airport Surroundings-Lonely, dear (wtf? i dont even like this song!)

23) What hurts right now?
I Call It Love-Lionel Richie (Where got!Liar)

24) What will you post this as?
Honey And The Moon-Joseph Arthur (oo alright...)

crap-o-cino time!!

a very late post indeed but my nose is blocked so having difficulty falling asleep...suspect that im gonna have flu by tomorrow coz im just not feeling so good...urgh...hate flu's...anyways...im so washed out and full...i ate ALOT today lol...when i woke up...rice...then later after that had domino's pizza and some chicken stick..new product appearently....it was good...and then off i went with my familia to youth park...then after that went to ananda for dinner...had banana leaf...hehehe...an im loving fried lady's fingers lol...never knew they had such thing...yea yea yea....laugh all u want but i actually do LOVE vege alright! Proud to be vegan..haha...almost vegan that is...im so freaking full!!!haihz...after that just went up to BF for a ride and back home..ananda's was very very packed today...some old man was celebrating his bday there appearently...lolz...party goin on...oh man...there's another bad bad bad incident that happened..appearently our washing machine k.o d....like seriously mampus...so from now on have to wash my own clothes...jeez....i think i washed my own clothes like once in my whole lifetime and that was when i was young and saja syiok sendiri felt like washing it...lol...pfft...now its serious business...dont know when is my mum gonna get a new washing machine hope soon but definately not too soon i guess looking at the tight budget...=( have to conserve the amount of clothes i wear in a day d lol...dont wanna wash too many clothes...=) im finally done with the food 'dictionary' haha (inside joke) but hmm.not very satisfied with the choices, need more cheaper and nearer to college place (to eat la)..how i wished someone would just give me a few suggestions here...like seriously...other than NWP ofcoz lol....=) i dont wanna be sick!!

Monday, March 2, 2009

HELP! im under stress... -.-

Film Studies= check....Computer Graphics=wednesday!


Big Apple Doughnuts....well sorry abt the bite..i couldnt resist!! XD


As u can see i've gone bonkers with my stress level


super duper bonkers..much!