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Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Girl Pow[d]er!!!!!

Being a girl is tough!!!! No, I'm not going to be a trans-gender now. But....all I'm saying is that being a girl is tough and yet not many people actually appreciates the existence of us, women. Let me tell you, after walking around half a day in 4inch heels, I feel so much relieve slipping into my flats once again. This is not the longest I've been on heels, no doubt. I used to run with heels! I'm just not used to it anymore since college life started. But I'm not talking about heels right now. Have you ever felt upset when people (guys) say that you're a girl, so you can't do this? Have you ever felt the sinister behind the fact that someone (guy) is telling you that you are weak because you are a girl indirectly? I'm sure every girl felt that way. I guess that's the reason why when I was younger I always preferred being a boy. But as I grew older, I just appreciated being a girl more. There are lots of things girls can do that guys CAN'T. And yes, I DO believe the saying that what guys can do, girls CAN do it too. I just don't believe in this bullshit that girls can't be the leader or something big, or girls can lift heavy stuff, or girls driving sucks, or girls this and that. Why must it always be the guys who get all the good name? It's as if like being a girl, is like being cursed. This is NOT true at all. I also learn that sometimes it's not always the guys fault for thinking that way. Sometimes, us gals don't even believe in ourselves that we just give in to the statement that guys are much superior. I just feel that as a woman, we should appreciate our existence more. It's not about being a dumb blond and putting on make up and looking pretty like statues, it's about how we carry ourselves. Confidence. Today I see many girls out there are defeating guys when it comes to any field. Girls today are also doing much better academically compared to the times when only boys were allowed to receive education. So we have came a long way, and might aswell we all prove that girls can not just do what boys do, but we can do it better. I'm not saying this because I'm a girly girl... =) I mean, I can be girlish but truth is I'm very boy-ish too. I guess not many people know this about me because I haven't been doing any boyish related stuff for a very long time. Not because I don't like it anymore or grown out of it but just coz I don't really have time for alot of things anymore. But I used to play football, basketball and what not with boys. I was like the only girl there. When it comes to football season, I will be glued to the boys to watch these matches. I remembered way back in form 1, the boys in my class would always call me to sit with them to debate about who is the best player and all. I used to play alot of video games that were boyish...I don't play girly stuff, dude...lol...It's always about killing people and street fighter crap...I <3 that, only in games yeah. Infact, there was even a time when I dressed pretty tomboyish. Long time ago. I never wore skirt till form 3/4. Towards the end of form 3. I used to when i was younger but then I stopped till that age. My parents always quote back my words that I will never wear heels or skirt lol...whenever I wear skirt and heels they would always tease me about that. As far as makeup goes, I don't even know that concealer existed till I was 16...yikes! Hahahaha! So yeah, I'm not that girlish to begin with. But as I grew older, these things just came to me naturally because it was slowly becoming a necessity. I will still watch football and play boyish games and stuff. That will never change. =) But all I'm saying is that, we should be proud to be born as girls because there's just too much good stuff about it! <3

Sunday, January 24, 2010

I just feel like talking?

Tiffany's Key Pendant....I've been eyeball-ing those for a very long time and I really wished I could have the one on the 2nd right for my 21st but that's nearly impossible....USD$175!!!! *Sigh* I will on the look out for a knock off Tiffany so that my parents can buy it for me =) Yeah, since I was barely even a teenager, they promised to get me a key pendant when I'm 21...It's kinda like a thing isn't it? To get a key when you're 21...I don't know maybe not in this country but anyways I still want one.



So, I have been slacking on working out since Xmas, and I decided to set myself straight and start working out again. I can't live another day listening to comments that I'm chubby. It has to stop...yes! Not sure how am I going to do this since college has been eating my life away and I don't seem to have much free time, when I do, all I really feel like doing is lying down and rest. Really....I'm that exhausted. But I definitely need to plan this out to fit into my daily schedule...YES! I DO PLAN! I'm a serious, OCD planner. No one knows this about me I guess but truth is I can't live without my little diary. I would carry it with me to everywhere even for shopping because I'm crazy. Yeah, but my whole life is in there. Not that I have a timetable for myself, God NO! But I love to keep myself organized.

Protein shake was nasty! But I think I need to drink a cup every morning before I leave coz I desperately need the energy! I don't have breakfast and when I'm home from school I don't feel like eating lunch anymore hence, the tired energy-less ME!



The other thing I've been really into is Hugo Boss Orange EDP... I got a sample in the mail the other day and I'm in love <3 I also got my dress in the mail, well sort of, and I am disappointed! It's a little big on me, but I can still wear it..not a problem. But it looks a little faded and like....erm....idk....It didn't look 100% new? not even 90%... but there's nothing I can do about it I guess. I need to wash it properly and see how it goes. But I still have to wear it since I bought it...Oh well. Don't know where am I going to wear that to....the beach? hmm....

That's all for now..Just felt like taking a break from reading (as if I've done any). Hopefully, I'd survive exams tomorrow and today is also a special day for MICHELE! Happy 20th once again!

Friday, January 22, 2010

Life, so far...

Drawings, drawings, drawings....2D, Perspective, Contouring you name it! That's what I've been doing 70% of my time besides watching tv shows, going to classes and preparing for my other history of art subject. I can't believe this...I have more drawings to do by Tuesday. Which is a pain, considering the fact that I have history exam on Monday and presentation on Tuesday. This semester is just hectic...more than the last one. I wonder how am I going to survive this. Hence the reason why I haven't been updating myself anywhere in the world, oh well. I haven't even worked out since Xmas, my schedule has been screwed up badly....

I barely get the chance to relax anymore but I hate complaining because everyone is going through the same pressure as me at this stage but at times it leaves me frustrated. So, what's been happening with my life besides being a busy bee? I just turned 20 a week ago. Yeap, the big 2-0!! I'm finally out of the teenage stage. Alot of people...well everyone I know is pretty upset about turning 20 except me. I guess it's coz 7 years of being a teenager, I think I had enough of it already. Since i was in primary school, me and my bestie then had always wanted to be a teen as soon as we could. But now, I think it's time for me to grow up and be an adult. Being an adult is not a bad thing. Just look at the good side, you're now responsible for yourself and such and for once, your opinion actually counts and people would start taking you seriously provided if you behave seriously that is.

I just can't wait to turn 21. Then I'm all legal but I still feel like a child in my heart. Somehow I'm glad my family has never treated me like little child since many many years ago. I always had the freedom to do anything I want, go anywhere with no curfews aslong as I keep their trust and don't push this freedom thing to far. But now that I'm already 20, I feel like staying at home is more rewarding because soon, who knows, I might leave to further my studies and I would rarely see my family then. Home is where the heart is. Something I used to hate hearing when I was younger but now, it makes sense.


So back to my birthday, I did have a great time with everyone and of course there were some unexpected event but everything turned out fine in the end.

I miss my highschool days with my gals so much, if only we could hang out more. It's always so frustrating to plan an outing but when we manage to go out, it's always a blast and obviously....memorable for all the wrong reasons.
Speaking of friends, lately I've been having some friend problems. Some of them may know I have a problem with them but some may not. I don't really like to share this kinda stuff to anyone but it eats us up that's for sure. Most of the time, I feel like I've been misunderstood and yet no one bothers to try to understand the right thing. All people wants is bad news. I also feel it's time I stop trusting some people for the way they are. I don't wanna put myself through alot of pain and stuff so it's better this way I guess.
"If the jeans doesn't fit you then don't buy it".

So there we go, I'm still a little sore but it's better for me to realize some things that are happening then to continue living a lie thinking all friends you make would appreciate and be good to you. Not all, just some. =)

Happy January!


Friday, January 8, 2010

The New Semester

Art History & 2D 3D 

To do list:

  • take a total of 21 photographs of shape, line, value, texture, size, direction & color
  • stone painting
  • 200 words essay on a stone o.o
  • group work (pending)

This is sooo random but that's alotta work to acomplish in a weekend. O.M.G
I don't even know where to begin. Painted my stone but guess what it looks like a kindergarten project. man....


                                      

Saturday, January 2, 2010



Happy New Year 2010!!!!







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