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To My Hun, Joshua RyanValentine's Day is just around the corner. I know still 3weeks to go but ahh...with all the hip and excitement for Valentine's all over the place i can't help feeling excited and anxious too...i really can't wait for 14th February...it would be a very very very meaningful day for me and him ~OUR RELATIONSHIP as it will be our one year anniversary. its a big deal for us. i can't believe we've been together for almost a year already. it's amazing. i love you so much baby. as for Valentine's day. I dont know why but bf's come and go, and in my 19years of life, ive never celebrated Valentine's Day...like EVER! every year when 14th February comes, i would feel so calm eventhough i have no one to celebrate it with but just looking at couples and my parents...it just makes me think how sweet this day can be...when you step into the malls, everythhing is decorated to suit the mood, you can see joy in couple's faces as they walk hand in hand...i admit, i dont feel sad or anything coz i know for some people Valentine's Day can be a very sad day but i've never celebrated it so i dont think there's a reason for me to feel sad and stuff. But deep in my heart, i would think to myself, when am i gonna celebrate this day...and if i do, i dont wanna celebrate it with just any guy, i want 'him' to be the one and only guy....true enough, the first unofficial Valentine's i had was with my dearest...it was unofficial coz yeah, its complicated. we had our very mamak style candle light dinner haha..at Pelita...i still laugh about this every now and then...i remembered what we had also...u and ur roti bom telur...(by, u still remember ah when we were just friends, you would recommend me to eat roti bom telur like so badly..like i just havta try it..and i did ok haha on the same day you told me to try) oh yes as i was saying, u and ur roti bom and me with my usual roti naan with loads and loads of fish curry and pudina...(lol by remember how i always will keep asking you to ask the workers to get me more curry and pudina)..so anyways that was our little valentine's day dinner...if im not mistaken, i think on that afternoon, was the first time you held my hand..but only for the purpose of crossing the road haha coz im so bad at crossing roads...but yup,you'd probably never thought that my hands would be the only hand you'd hold after that...there was no official proposal from you to me, or me to you all i know was that the feelings grew deeper and we were together before we even knew it...eventually on the same week after Valentine's...it was a monday ofcoz, we went out for the first time, to queens...can't believe it took you sooo long to get there...now i know why...haihz...you took the longer way..what la...i remembered we went mcd to eat..yup...that was the first time we ate mcd together and after that, we've been eating it constantly till im sooo sick of it...and we watched a movie together for the first time, JUMPER haha i still dont know what happened in the end...but the movie does bring back some very good memories dont it such as our first kiss ...i've been seeing that dvd lying around in my grandma's house maybe i should watch it when i miss you to the max. but i bet my mind would be thinking of you all the time instead of watching the movie. (by, you know i counted and all together we've watched 7 movies together..) but nevertheless, clone wars was the worse hands down...cant believe we curi curi change cinema and end up watching that cartoon crap lol..i kept begging to leave and it was when i celebrated your 'early' birthday in Gurney...eee...you didnt letme buy u a cake...not even a slice..haihz...but we had some thing pasta ryt lol...i told u i wasn'n hungry but u ah...will never letme starve or not eat anything lol but at the same time complain banyak that i love love love to eat...what la...always always always also you will force me to have a portion of whatever you are having atleast a bite...lol sometimes i get so fed up coz im full haha but cute la u..u care so much for me all. but when i force you time u will say no somehow, haha but atleast i did manage to force you to drink tea hehe u hate tea...whatever..you like coffee i hate it, i love tea and you hate it...coffee and tea..memang sesuai la...ying and yang haha...by,by...love you so much and im missing you terribly...i hope you tooth pain or gum pain whatever it is will heal soon da..i miss talking to u hun...somemore im gonna be away for 4 days by...hate it when we are far apart da...hope next year u will still be here da...3weeks to go by...can't wait to have fun and celebrate my very first Valentine's with you by...im so excited...almost one year and i have to say i've had so much fun with you, i remembered saying this to u when we were having mcd lol...and that time , you asked to enter some contest..must say the whole sentence under 4 seconds or something and can get free burger haha i did and i got us two burgers if im not mistaken hehe....nice eh? what to do im dating a mcd freak!!hehe...and you're dating an indian food freak...i wanna eat ananda la da... =(....with u ni i want..heeeeee....so long we didnt have our friday noon lunch together..miss it la da...the more longer we are together, the less and less we get to see each other...so sad wished i had the chance to see u now da..ive been missing u so badly la da...when im back, please come see me la da..please......please...pretty please....mwax,,,thank u in advance...think im gonna end this post d..its soo long...hee...im typative wat...talkative + typing = typative hehe....genious aren't i? ok by...love u..tc hun..miss u...hope u will get better sweetie...
3 comments:
i just love this post of yours..so sweet of u describing everything u go tru with him..hope u guys will always together forever..all the best to u both... ;)
aww thx alot sista!!!
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