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Monday, January 5, 2009

First day again at College and a very angry post!!

lets start off with the more calm and pleasent post before it all gets dirty....
today was again my another first day's at college yeah...for the 3rd time...wasn't too bad..i guess....some incidents happened tho...

this is the first time i have to drop my mum at her new work place and straight to college..so yeah i barely knew the roads but i just keep my eye out for the signs...i was fine..merrily speeding through then there was this part where i had two roads to choose from..i had no idea..this wasnt my usual route at all..never taken it...anyways i just went straight..end up..argh...wrong way!! still correct la actually but it wasn't the road to the expressway..so anyways for probably the first time ever i've drove alone for 20mins in an unknown route...i dont usually go to places which im not familiar with...so yeah..20mins was a huge deal coz along the way..i had to keep my cool.im telling you, as a penangnite myself, i dare say...penang people really really suck in driving or riding a bike...really
SUCK!!!!

Out of nowhere some stupid ass bikey would just cut thru from some weird angle..almost hit the idiot...and he aint the only one..there were loads more...no brains...even one fella with a child...really i cant help cussing...then yea this huge toll truck was like another fool...he see me a girl driving with a P stuck infront there...he just come sooooo freaking near my car almost hit me...lucky thing i stopped and let him go..get lost...yeah then he go d...still wanna disturb me...so freakin slow..and always break for no *toot-ing* reason...and that wasnt enough, the idiot always himpit me (come too close to me) till im out of my line..and i starting to go over my lane to the alternate side...i could have gotten in a terrible accident...atlast fed up with him d...just honk him...n overtake the bugger when i had the big wide chance....*toot*...atlast just gooo straight ni i found komtar...was very happy d haha...it wasnt a long road i got there 10mins b4 9am..which was just nice...but i would never go there again...sorry if any of you are living around that area....i hope i didnt offend you...

ok...so college...saw steph and her mum crossing the road and i wanted to turn in...she so blur nvr look at me..haihz..so park d...went to the foyer and helped her register then went to class with Mel....today was kinda boring...everyone looked sleepy...so do i...our 2nd class ended pretty early so we headed to gurney (me, Mel and our surprise guest Foots) haha so funny Foots entered all the girl shops with us..nice shopping with him tho then we had A&W hehe....


ok so if you think that was my angry post...noooo not so fast coz im about to write it


*This content was edited due to personal reasons*



Sunday, January 4, 2009

Bored Bored BORED
this is what im feeling with my life right now
=(

Tagged by Shu Yee

1. Does it matter to you if your boyfriend or girlfriend smokes?
Yup...i dont want him to be burning money and its bad for him. So yes it matters.



2. How about drinking?
Yup...unless he is drinking with me...hehe

3. Do you liked someone you can’t have?
Wow this list ought to be full..yes..chris brown etc etc...all celebs so...no one in real..


4. If someone liked you right now,would you want them to tell you?
I dont know...up to that person i guess tho it wouldn't make any difference

5. Whats your favourite sport?
swimming mostly...not so much of a sporty person


6. Its saturday night,you’re homealone..what do you do?
Invite friend(s) over...go out...screw the curfew...im free

7. Do you like roller coasters?
I love them but depends...some are quite terrifying lolz but usually i love the adrenalin rush

8. When’s the perfect time to have a bf/gf?
Aint no perfect time..it just happens....usually when one reaches puberty haha...but finding the right/perfect one takes time

9. If you could date any celebrity,who would it be?
Chris Brown..so adorabble, cute and just charming....and perhaps Jamie Oliver...he aint good looking but it would be fun..since he can cook haha

10. What are you doing this weekend?
I dont know yet...lol still a long way to go...i wish to have hell loads of fun but as usual im stuck at home in my boring life


11. Whats is your favourite restaurant?
Hard to give an answer to this..i love food...and i have alot of favourites....


12. Have you ever hugged someone?
Obviously..DUH

13. Ever kissed someone you weren’t attracted to?
eeeerrrr...my little bro and sis???coz im definately not attracted to them...

14. Do you like anyone right now?
I think i've made it public enough lol..yes i do, my hubby

15.What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
i dont really know what this question wants lol...i guess...their appearance

16. Which do you prefer,beach or mountains?
BEACH...ima huge huge beach junkie...great place, nice wind, relaxing, romantic, fun, u name it...beaches are perfect for anything.


17. What kind of phone do you have?
Sony Ericsson W660i

18. Computer or laptop?
Lappy!!!!

19. Jeans or sweats?
Jeans...i dont even own a pair of sweats lol

20. Which year has been the best so far?
2007 ~ Had my funnest days....missed those days!

21. How old are you gonna be on your next birthday?
Must i be constantly haunted by this..Im gonna be 19...yeah very soon too..there you have it

22. What should you be doing right now?
Eating...but yeah i think i wanna go on a diet...too much fat after xmas

23.What is your favourite tv show?
Believe it or not..i dont watch TV..but i like ATMN, cooking shows (for a glimpse of those yummy food that i cant have), The OC etc etc....

24. What’s been your last purchase?
Yesterday: Wet tissues, eyemore, neutrogena face scrub, reload coupon...

25. Are you attracted to girls/boys that smoke?
I dont get attracted to someone because they smoke lol..kinda dumb....

26. Have you ever fallen on your butt in front of a crowd of people?
I can't remember...maybe when i was still a kid...i dunno

27. What do you do when you’re at home?
Online, lie in bed..bored like hell yeah..and just start cleaning my room eventually

28. What is your favourite subject?
Back in school was english and any free periods...now in college...the best so far, still english (funny lecturer) and as for my art subjects...dnt have a fav for now...

29. What’s the best things happened on you?
Meeting him in my life, and having such great friends (BFFs)

30. 10 person to tag :
Dont have 10...
but...
1. Joshua Ryan
2. Stephanie
3. I dunno who reads my blog lol but anyone who feels like doing it, i TAG u

Saturday, January 3, 2009

Leg pain...pocket also pain...

just got back from the mall again. today i went with my grandma coz she wanted to get some body shop products...we were there for about 4 hours i think..walk walk till my feet hurt coz i was wearing heels...kinda stopped wearing heels for shopping since i entered college (coz seldom wear heels, makes my feet hurt terribly)...so yeah..my feet kinda hurts and first time driving with heels!! felt really weird and uncomfortable but after awhile ok d la...bought a few important stuff like eyemore..dunno why my eye has been rather irritating since the past month. These days i've been very fond of watsons and guardian lol dunno why...i just have to visit those two places somehow...didnt shop for any clothes as i am broke but my grandma did..haha...college starting this monday at 9am..cant believe everyday will be morning classes thank god friday is my off day...would really sleep my eyeballs out on that day man...my schedule for this sem is super flexible...was thinking hard and long to get a job..infact i know of a few openings but my mum was against it said i can't cope later...omg...i wished she would understand thst with my allowance, i cant even buy anything...its only enough to eat and travel...nothing else...besides alot of my friends are working and ITS FLEXIBLE duh...and that's exacty why i think i am able to cope...i just want some extra income so i could survive...duh...im dying here,..and FYI, during my december break i didnt even get a single cent...how sad..anyways i will try to persuade her again coz i dont care...first of all, i want $$$, and 2nd, i dont wanna stay at home so often...bored of my arse...and 3rd, i wanna enjoy my life and unfortunately the saying goes "no money, no life" i not being money minded but really...in this world today, if you dont have money, you cant step out of your house like literally...dont you agree? unless, u go cycling or joging around ur taman..thats it la..FOC...but i dont do cycling or joging around my taman...lolz...thats my little update for now...need to take my bathe...tonight no water here...ish...idiot housing area!!!grrrrrr....

Friday, January 2, 2009

Just wanna say thank you for talking on the phone with me. It's been awhile since we had a long chat. Although you were kinda sick but you still stayed to talk to me. You knew i wasn't having such a good day and guess what? after talking to you, i feel so much better and im not moody anymore. I feel peaceful and at ease. I hope you'll get better soon, do take your meds!! Take good care and always remember that i <3 you! =)

Thursday, January 1, 2009

Mood Swings =/

Feeling so moody since i woke up
Just don't feel like doing anything

Just another 3 days till college starts...i've been eager to go while i was on break but now, i don't feel excited anymore. its not that im lazy or anything, i dont know why or what's bugging me lately till the point that i've sort of lost interest in everything and i just feel like caging myself. Something is bugging me, sort of, i think i know what's it but i would rather keep it to myself. It's 2009 and on the very first day itself, im feeling like a total wreck. Mood swings? PMS? what? or am i just getting old? old and grumpy. I dont have any resolutions this year coz i don't see the point of having it when i never do achieve it. after a few weeks, i can barely remember any of it. I also heard that resolutions tend to make one's life unhappy...coz of the constant thought of achieving it and the disappointment of failing. i kinda agree...so 2009 = no resolutions for me. i hate to be like this. need some cheering up. but how do i cheer up when i don't really feel like being around anyone right now?

Slap Me! Its 09'

true enough...im home, i was home, and im still home...didnt celebrate new years...as usual..so here i am blogging about this oh so wonderful experiance...NOT! first of all i cant believe how unenthusiatic my family is...first, mum went to bed around 10 sumthing..then i kept telling my bro thats its gonna be new years in a while, thot wanna play firecrackers or something and he was like...uh no...(he was too busy downloading games), then my little sis, 4 years old...i told her not to sleep early, later is gonna be new year and she was like, "i sleep early then i get up la"....hummmmfff...my attemp of lurring a 4year old to celebrate new years..failed...my dad was doing something related atleast...watching tv , something on this new years celebration thingy...and for this i am very proud to say that...i so REGRETTED not being able to celebrate with my friends...would have had soo much fun and it would have been great especially for me...why why why didnt i do something about it and pester my mum more to letme go...why.....urgh....i really dont care about whatever jam may happen , or how impossible to find parking also or how reckless people are gonna be on the road today...i really dont care...im young , bloody young (for now) so why cant i enjoy myself and fun like how i used to...why???!!!!!! yes, today is so not my day isnt it..first the ticket now this crappy new years...anyways this is all besides the point..i still havent shared with you guys how i celebrated....actually my back up plan was to be online and find other home alone friends so we could complain..but...bro using my lappy...whole day download stupid games into his psp...wasting my time ni...i had nothing to do so i end up doing what i do best...cleaning up my room!...i managed to clean it all up afterall, its still clutered tho..what to do, my room is super small and ive got alot of things...but i did manage to collect a whole plastic bag of used paper...(recycling) no la, ima give it to the aunty who sweeps the stairs since she collects them...anyways yea...and surprisingly...i turned to look at my clock and it was 00:00 sharp on the dot..you see, every year...i look at the clock during new years till i know exactly what time to look d...how pathetic...i am pathetic...jeez...very boring ah and im still upset and moody coz of whole thing today...im gonna be old in a matter of days...this time i take back what i said to my hubby that i dont feel like celebrating my bday or having anyone to wish me coz im freaking old d....sobs...this time...i wanna enjoy myself..i hope this time..for once...i would have a blast on my bday..i had a great 18th bday with stephy but this year...i wanna have so much fun till i forget im turning 19...hate the number 19..sounds adult-ish and old...
HELP ME!!!
SOS!